Let Me Say Something

I want to clarify something. Yes, I still talk about "that person" but it doesn't mean anything (a friend thought I was thinking about him when I messaged her something, I probably sounded emo but I wasn't lol). Just saying what I think and how I feel on here. I talk about people I dislike too, it doesn't mean I like them or want anything to do with them. Yes, sometimes thinking about that person makes me sad but it's normal. I mean he was a part of my life for a short period of time. You should be scared if I have no feelings at all.

I'm not trying to make him sound like a horrible person on here (friends think what he did was horrible). Just saying what I have been through and my thoughts, we were just not meant to be, that's all. There is no right or wrong in love, if it doesn't work out then that's when it ends. As time goes by we'll realize how stupid we were. I will still mention him from time to time but I do not have that feeling anymore. 

Anyways, my friend has been showing guys my pictures without me knowing. She tells me about it afterwards, I don't mind, don't worry. Just don't show it to random strangers or some creepers. She showed her boss because he asked if she has anyone for this coworker. He said "she is not bad", thanks. =) But she showed my picture to that coworker before and he said "she is not my type". My friend said "he must be gay". She told her boss I'm not his type and her boss said "I told you he is gay!" LOL. I did make a joke to my friend that he reminds me of those Chinese eunuch before this whole thing. And I want to say something too, you are not my cup of tea. I told my friend that when I saw his picture (way before anyone seeing my picture) but can't believe she didn't tell him and the boss that. =( Well, it's good she didn't or they will know she showed me his picture before.

She also showed this other dude my picture long ago and she just told me about it recently. She said he is interested. But... I'm not interested... I don't mind meeting him but I don't want to hurt him. I don't think I would have the same feeling in return. When she told me he was interested I was feeling a bit "oh, what to do...". When I found out "that person" likes me I was actually happy. It's like 2 different feelings. Few dudes before any of these that were also interested in me, I had that "oh, what to do" feeling too. Can I please get a person that would give me the happy feeling again? Why is it so hard? Why does it seem so easy for other people? Why?

Sigh, you pick people, people pick you. Am I that horrible? =(

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Lol, some of these are funny.

Random moment, no, reality tells me 2 people cannot be friends after certain things. I don't mind being friends, don't know what guys are thinking. Do they only want to be more than a friend?
Justin Bieber - Friends ft. Bloodpop
"So I'm wonderin'
Can we still be friends?
Doesn't have to end
And if it ends
Can we be friends?
Wonderin' if you think about me
Actually, don't answer that"