Monday, October 23, 2017

Bee Bee Bee Blu Blu

Wow, this is actually my #201 post. I didn't know I typed that much boring stories already...

Anyways, 5 more weeks till open house at work. I don't like it because so much prepping and cleaning we have to do. I like it because it's my only day of the year to dress formal, a nice and pretty dress (well I can dress like that everyday but no thanks. No dolling up and no heels, I dislike). And the only day where I'll see a bunch of people that I have no clue who they are (I know some). Let's see who I'll meet this year. =) Should I wear green or blue this year?

I was talking to a friend who just found someone from online dating (yes, she said I should too...) and I was questioning her about the guy (I somewhat lost trust in all guys, I feel like none of them are good... It will take me a super long time to trust again =( ). Just wanted to make sure he will be good to her. I asked "is he planning to get married soon", she replied "I hope not because I'm not ready for that". I told her "I know, as I get older, I feel like I'm not ready for anything.", she said "I know!". Why did it seem super simple/easy to get married and have kids in the past? Is it because they don't worry as much as we do nowadays? Life was much simpler compared to now?

Then I told another friend about how our mutual friend is trying to set me up. I told her that I sound so shallow because I'm not interested in the guy based on a picture. She said "No, you may be with this person your whole life, you need to pick the best one". She made me feel better. =) I think I rather pick someone I'm interested in, at least I'll be happy. If I just pick someone because friends think I won't be able to find "my type", I don't think I'll be happy in the long run. I rather be alone.

I don't know why most of the guys that are interested in me are super nice but I just don't have that feeling for them. I feel like they would be the best boyfriend/husband or whatever but I'm not interested at all. I guess it's true that "girls like bad guys"... sad eh? It's not hard to find someone that is interested in me but it's hard to find someone that I'm also interested in. I believe it would happen again if it happened once, but I have no clue when.

Oh, I'm kind of running out of food reviews, haven't been eating out much, I think it should last for a month? If I eat out then it will last longer.

I don't know what's happening but everyday around 8:15am or 2:00pm, the roads outside is jam packed with cars. I guess they are doing road work on the highway? I saw this truck driver get out of his car and talked to the truck driver infront. I'm guessing he was saying how that truck doesn't move up and all the cars on the other lane just goes infront so their lane never moves up. Well, that truck didn't move up because there is a railway light, you never know when a train will come...

Kindergartner empties piggy bank to pay for classmates' milk
Aww, and her name is so cute, Sunshine.

Wow, what an A hole for doing that! If you don't like her, why did you marry her???

Random moment, heard it at work and I like it. Especially when she sing "Symphony... Will you hold me tight and not let go".
Clean Bandit - Symphony ft. Zara Larsson
"I’ve been hearing symphonies
Before all I heard was silence
A rhapsody for you and me
And every melody is timeless
Life was stringing me along
Then you came and you cut me loose
Was solo singing on my own
Now I can’t find the key without you
And now your song is on repeat
And I’m dancin' on to your heartbeat
And when you’re gone, I feel incomplete
So if you want the truth
I just wanna be part of your symphony
Will you hold me tight and not let go?

Symphony
Like a love song on the radio
Will you hold me tight and not let go?
I’m sorry if it’s all too much
Every day you’re here, I’m healing
And I was runnin' out of luck
I never thought I’d find this feeling"

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