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Aww, this designer gave me Thomas Haas chocolates, totally unexpected. I saw him give those chocolates to my manager last time but didn't expect him to give me some this time. I wasn't that happy and he for sure put a smile on my face. Thanks! He said you always pick up my calls, umm, that's my job... He said yea, still.

Wow, I'm surprised, this courier man has really nice handwriting, prettier than mine. >< I shall learn to print better. So far, these courier men I have seen, they don't smile but they are funny and makes me laugh sometimes. He was writing the waybill for me and he said my name is Cindy, I said yes (I thought he said my name), then he said your name is Cindy. I'm like yes. He said come on, Cindy. My stupid side came out again... The first time I meet most of these courier men they don't sound very nice so I wasn't very nice to them. The second time they start being nice so I start being nice too. It's strange... I guess they don't know me the first time? Still, you should be nice to a girl, especially someone like me, joking.

I feel a little bit strange lately. So much stuff happening in life (again). I'm not focusing very well. When I put bowls away at work, I would put them somewhere else, not their original place. I don't know where things are when it's actually right infront of me. I think it's because I was thinking of other stuff when I'm doing my work? I like to think of everything and anything when I have nothing to do. It's annoying but it's not something that I can control.

I was thinking when I was hurt, I don't think any friends said they will beat that person up or something like that. I guess because no-one knew him? Made me think maybe I'm not that liked by friends, no-one would actually do such a thing for me. I know none of them would actually do such a thing and I wouldn't want them to get in trouble but at least it would make me feel happy. But my friends were there for me back then. Oh well. I did talk to this dude for a friend once but I guess she didn't appreciate a thing that I did for her, not gonna do that again. I'm stupid but I'm not THAT stupid.

I was thinking of sad stuff, and I guess I looked unhappy and I didn't know my boss and coworker was coming towards me. I said morning in a dead way. (Normally I say morning with my big smile) Afterwards my coworker said something like be more enthusiastic, it's only 8am. I honestly didn't realize it all showed on my face. But that morning I wasn't too happy and I was tired. I can't force myself to be happy.

My coworker said it's scary how I can type that fast without looking at the keyboard. He said he types slowly, poking each letter one by one and he has to read over to correct mistakes. I don't think I type that fast and I do look at the keyboard sometimes. I do make mistakes too (why do people think I'm perfect?). I have seen other crazy people that don't need to look at all when they type. I guess it's just something that you get used to after awhile? (People at work are a bit older than me) Plus, I do type almost everyday so I'm practicing at the same time. I don't type the way that they teach in typing classes in school, I type my own way, can't explain. Everyone has their own comfortable ways.

I overheard this customer talking to manager about how good her daughter's life is. Her husband has 2 properties in rich area, how rich they are. I do envy but at the same time I'm thinking, are you showing off? I wish I can find someone balling too! I don't want to work! Please!

Itty-Bitty Disney Princesses Are Brought to Life in Enchanting Photo Shoot
Aww! They are so cute! The solo pictures, I like sleeping beauty the most.

This girl had everyone fooled with her Instagram travel photos - until someone spotted the truth
Um...her pictures look pretty fake to me. Sometimes the pictures on Insta just seems too pretty to be true. Don't you think? And all that filtering that people use, it's not original anymore. I hardly use filters, only if it makes my picture brighter. People seem to like filter pictures more...

Missing woman found after she bottled her scent
Hmm... should I make my own scent bottle too? I didn't know dogs can eat ice cream. I would never let little princess have that. 

Random moment, I like this song. It's long weekend so I was too busy doing other stuff. I'll put down the lyrics that I like later. 
Finally added lyrics.
直覺 -鄭欣宜 
"寂靜　若笑聲不再動聽
說話　無奈已聽不到怎呼應
能用心聽　仍未肯定
雙眼總算可以　看清
誰會以真心的對我　如若說出口　可信麼
又無需許下承諾　只話甜言蜜語出錯
用我雙眼看會否清楚　問那位真心的對我
直覺推測應該會是沒有錯
假使　沒有開口說在意
心裡其實很清楚你的真摰
無用猜疑　如若表示
輕輕一個擁抱　已知"