Anyways, I think I'm ready for someone new in my life, just waiting for that new person to fall from the sky. =) For some reason, now I don't like that person, I feel like I hate him... I don't want that...>< (typed this and above maybe 2 weeks ago?)
You know, there isn't a day where I don't think of "that person". It's not easy to forget someone, especially someone that I truly liked. Although nothing really happened, it meant a lot to me already. And things just bring up memories and make me think of him. I hope he thinks that same way too. However, the feeling that I get when I think of him is different from before. It's not the whole I miss him, I want to see him feeling anymore.
Sometimes I get so carried away from blogging, I don't even know what time it is... It's time to go home! My manager was like you still here?
Sitting at the outlet this time. Gaming and blogging away as usual, waiting for a friend, as usual lol. No-one gets off at the same time as me... I like sitting here on a cloudy day, not hot but a little cool. I see a lot of people running around here, not running around playing but actually exercise running. There is one sitting beside me lol. He has sun glasses on so I don't know what he looks like hehe. I see a lot of people sitting around. Probably waiting for people to finish their shopping. Or like me, just chilling.
Reading posts - work wasn't too busy so read a lot of posts. A bit too much maybe...
You Are Strong Enough To Get Over Him
"You are strong enough to see that you deserve better. You deserve someone...who keeps his promises. You are strong enough to wait for someone better to come along. Someone who treats you right. You are strong enough to survive this heartache."
I’m Glad You Came Into My Life, But I’m Happier Now That You’re Gone
! Sounds familiar..."The “I’m tired tonight" texts became an everyday occurrence...I told myself it was fine, because you were busy"
"You made me feel important, important because for once in my life someone was noticing me for me." (Was I really your priority?)
This Is The Ugly Truth About Watching Someone Fall Out Of Love With You
I like most of her posts.
"And slowly, just like how he fell out of love with you, you will start to believe in love again. You will wake up one day and want to see the sun. You will want to believe again. And you will want to love again, because now you finally understand that he wasn’t the one who was supposed to save you. He wasn’t the hero in your story."
He’s Not Busy, He Just Doesn’t Give A Damn About You
"You knew guys like him could get any girl they wanted. You knew that you could potentially get hurt. But you liked him anyways. It’s not your fault he said things that made you melt. You’re sitting around wondering what you did wrong, when in reality it’s not about you at all."
Maybe This Is Silly, But I Believe In Us
"We’re too far apart. It’s too much, too soon...I knew when I started to measure my days by how long we’d talked...I knew when I wanted to tell you things I hadn’t told anyone...You made me feel alive, yet secure...I was letting my heart speak first, not my head...Before I knew what was happening, I was letting you into my life without fear...How could I be so foolish to trust someone so quickly? How could I know you were worthy my attention, my heart, my everything? How could I be so sure you wouldn’t hurt me?...But isn’t that the risk we willingly take in love? I was never afraid to take it with you...There is just believing, just trusting, just closing my eyes and stepping forward, no matter every doubt...I want to believe that we could make it. I want to believe that what we have is real and can challenge time and distance. I want to believe that the words we share...no matter what life throws our way."
7 Reasons Why Your Long Distance Relationship Is Doomed
True but I think it also depends on the person too. If you 2 really like each other, you will hang on no matter what...
They Will Only Remember Your Presence When They Feel Your Absence
"they think everyone will try so hard to win their heart and their love but they will be disappointed once they learn that not everyone will try as hard because nowadays people give up" (that's what I thought too...people these days...)
"they’re in and realize that maybe they messed up by letting you go, that maybe people like you don’t come around very often, that maybe you were their once in a lifetime" (I hope "that person" thinks that way too! Meany!)
"They’ll remember you when they see you and your eyes don’t twitch and it will hit them that they no longer move you, they no longer have any effect on you, you’re no longer theirs"
This Is Why You Should Love A Sensitive Person
"They don’t care about superficial things like what you wear, how you look or how much money you make. They care about your heart, the life it has experienced, and the stories it has to tell. "
"They understand how fragile the human heart can be...They won’t let you down and will never give up on you, because they believe in integrity and loyalty."
"They will be patient and tolerant listeners, because they don’t jump to conclusions and judge people."
This Is Why The Ones Who Let Go Are The Strongest
I actually had teary eyes reading this...
You Pull Her In Close Just To Push Her Away
Random moment, I had another song but I picked this just because the MV seemed to match the very first thing of this post. Seeing your old love again. Good thing I don't have mutual friends with any of them so we won't see at weddings or gatherings. =) We just see out of the blue somewhere else...
JW 王灝兒 / 吳業坤 - 原來只因深愛著
"得一天也愛一天 不講一生的遠見
愛是這麼片面 矛盾都只不過為了進展
煙花散雲下繼續有煙
開心可以過一天
容顏變 心不變 但眼淺
能見到未來 這是我的底線
有些愛太天真 無法生活卻想接吻
奉獻得天真 救了我感情癮
無謂再追問 問我的良心
天色灰暗 全怪我 戀愛路認錯人
有些痛叫開心 何妨直認我這樣笨
被擄劫的心
可能 我堅持 全被困
種植過也偷笑一天
泥土都未見
靈魂遠 身份近 亦算甜
別糾纏
怎麼過 下半生
有種愛要犧牲 才配得到對方答允
大愛的犧牲 最怕博得憐憫
捐出心肝當做糞
接受錯愛不幸
有種愛叫抽身
別再說一生
誰人沒傷痕
無謂因這堆愛情犧牲品 灰心/軟禁"
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