I Like Being a Small Potatoe

I know a lot of people like higher positions or to be promoted at work, be known through social media, and just be famous/ well known. I'm not like that, I just want to be that tiny potatoe that get some praise and be appreciated for what I do. They don't have to know who I am.

I never wanted a higher position at work because I like what I'm doing now (most of the time). To some people, my position may seem like it's nothing, the lowest level in a company but I like it. Yes, sometimes I get looked down at by people around me (at least I think I do) or I have people that comes in and ask to talk to someone that know the stuff or that is in charge. Sure, I don't want to deal with you anyways. I don't like being told what to do but with this position I'm always asked to do this and that, what can I do? Doesn't matter what position you are (unless if you are the boss) you will always be told to do this and that. By the way, I hate demanding people!

One time, my coworker said to manager that I can take her position when she retires but I said no, I don't want to deal with those people (customers). My manager laughed because she understands what I mean. Most of the customers that comes in are pretty nice but customers will always be customers (I'm sure you know what I mean if you worked with customers before). I don't like higher position because I don't like that type of responsibility. I don't like to be in charge. I don't like it when people rely on me (for information, etc). I don't like having to deal with difficult situations/people. I don't want to be hated. I just want some peace and quiet, something simple and easy. I have more than enough challenges in my personal life, I don't want to deal with more challenges at work.

I never thought of being well known through any social media or other sources. Yes, I might post a lot of stuff, pictures and posts on different social medias but my main purpose is just to express myself. There is another reason (not a reason anymore) and I think most of you can tell, if you have been reading it since the beginning. If you don't know, it's ok, it's not important at all.

I'm curious, is it that easy to click the "follow" button on Insta? I always have people that follow then they unfollow the next day or after a bit. It's like why are you following me in the first place if you are gonna unfollow after? If you can't stand me updating so often then please don't follow me. I know I can annoy people with my pictures. I have already stop posting pictures everyday on there. Like me or hate me. =)

In school, I've always been that girl that no-one knows or don't want to know (I think). I'm always the one that know who those people are, but they don't know I exist, if you know what I mean. I'm just talking about the people that are not friends with me. At work, I think most of the dealers, designers, and whoever that come to work don't even know who I am (not even my name). When there are big events I like to hide myself, I'm not that important, and somewhat shy. Partly because I'm an introvert so I don't really like it when there are too much people.

I'll always be that small potatoe. =)

Random moment,
鄭俊弘 Fred Cheng - 無名氏 Nobody
"瑣碎日子　小角被忽略時
純屬的台詞　誰又會入耳
恐怕自己　無人講得出姓氏
就算消失不介意　宴會裡也把我歧視
人海漂浮無名氏太多
給發現的真太少　
這幾年　人生交叉點裡被困擾
自信心都長滿刺
平凡性格　儀容普通　欣賞我也不易
人間中欣賞我就算這麼少
小矮人　難得仍重要"