Sometimes the more people that think I'm just that good the more I want to proof to them I'm not. Weird right? I know. Like who wouldn't want people to think they are good? It's just like how people think you can't do something but you want to proof to them that you can (I've also done that...). They think I am so good that they don't believe I would do something "bad".
Well, I remembered in grade 5 I joked and said to this guy if he doesn't walk faster I'll poke his eyes out. He actually told the teacher that I said that to him but the teacher didn't believe him, Cindy would never do that. Yea, I won't do that but I will say it. I guess it's not that bad right? I saw that guy again in high school during dance class and he asked me if I was that girl that said the above. I said no... and his friends are like you got the wrong person. LOL! I wouldn't want to admit and be laughed at. I'm not that honest after all. =)
Will this next one shock some of you then? In grade 7, this guy was trying to kiss or do something to this girl and she didn't want to. I saw, I told him to stop, I spat in his face (I'm serious!) then I chased him around the classroom with on orange chair (no really, I did!). I was well known for my craziness that year, I think most of the people in my grade knew...? It was more obvious since that guy had this staring contest with me right after the chase and everyone was looking at us. Yup, don't mess with me! RAWR! =)
When I was in high school I turned back into a shy, "scared of things" type of girl. Maybe because it was a new environment for me and I matured up a bit, I have to change and meet new people? Don't think people spread rumors about me though. I'm not saying I want them to but I'm happy my childhood isn't too bad. I know some kids got bullied in school and I'm glad I wasn't (I think?), maybe because of my "must be protected" look? And who would want to mess with a crazy girl? I kind of miss that crazy old self, I think I was liked more back then. That crazy me will always be a part of me, somewhere deep down, hiding.
Beware muhahahahahahahahaha! =D
I've done other bad things but don't feel like sharing, maybe next time when I feel like it. (typed this in May? There are more bad stories, posting it someday soon, for sure in June)
Random moment, I wasn't sure what song to put so I chose this. I was listening to 90's songs at work, so good! I used to listen to them in elementary or high school (kinda match with the post I guess). I loved S Club 7, used to watch those shows on TV too. This song would go well with my older posts, oh well. =) And yes, I never had a dream come true before...
S Club 7 - Never Had A Dream Come True
"Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you"
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