Monday, June 19, 2017

Bee Bee Bee Bee

You know what's sad? When grandma can hardly hear me over the phone now. =( I literally have to scream every single line to her. I feel like I'm yelling at her. >< Still thinking if I should go back this year or next year. I don't know.

I just remembered one of my friend said her boyfriend applied for RCMP and I was like ohhh, uniform, I like uniform. Then she said you always like people in uniforms, this dude and that dude. Hey! I only liked 2 guys that worked in uniforms lol! I actually didn't realize until she told me about it. I do like checking out the polices in HK, the ones that walks around on the street, I like their uniforms. =)

Forgot if I typed about this but I hate it when I can't sleep at night and I think about "that person" and I start to tear. I pretty much teared myself to sleep... Not that I want to but I can't control it. That was few weeks ago and only for 2 nights... I hope that won't happen ever again, please!

I was just reading some horoscopes and thinking how much of it can you believe? How many of those predictions are really gonna happen? Will the same thing happen to everyone with that same horoscope? I don't think so. Last years horoscope was ok accurate but not for long. I guess horoscopes are good to read but don't fully believe in it. It will just make you disappointed, trust me.

I do have a silly (stupid) side to me, I guess? My coworker told me to add these people on the golf list. I did then he said thanks for adding the names but it's "Blank" (company name) not "Under Blank". I was like oh, but I read that from the first e-mail. He said yea, I meant put it under company Blank, the company isn't "Under Blank". LOL. After a bit, he came down and he was laughing at me about the above again lol. ><

I was cleaning in the kitchen and coworkers were having lunch so I was listening to their conversation. They were talking about history. I like history, it's interesting but I don't remember most of it. When I was listening I felt like I was back in Social Studies class. I actually learned something from them about the royal family. Who would take the thorn next if someone passed away or had no children.

Ran out of stuff to watch so a friend suggested to watch "Riverdale". It's based on the "Archie". I used to read those in elementary. Stopped reading because I (more like my parents) was spending too much money on them. To me, the series is a bit different compared to the comics but not sure, too long ago. I kind of like Ross Butler (as Reggie), he was also in "13 Reasons Why". Betty is an example of a good girl going crazy when she is angry. Finished it in 3 days. On to "Pretty Little Liars", so many seasons...>< It's a good series, wanna watch more and see what happened but kinda creepy at the same time. I kinda like Ian Harding after he got a haircut haha!

Lines from "Pretty Little Liars",
we’ve all got secrets” “everyone lies” “secrets have its way of getting out” “it’s easier to walk away then to fight for what you really want?
friends can be hard on you, maybe they expect from you more than strangers. Strangers pretty much see you the way you want them to see you. But you can’t fool friends. That’s what makes them friends
We think we know who we are but we don’t. Not until something bad happens to us. And then all the useless things fall away and we’re left with who we really are
being sick is not an imperfection” “it’s always better to be honest than telling lies” “telling the truth to the wrong person at the wrong time…you are always better off with a really good lie
Last 2 lines are for different situations and both are true.

Maybe There’s No Such Thing As Wrong Timing, Just People Who Don’t Want To Try
"But maybe there’s no such thing as ‘wrong timing,’ maybe just the wrong people" - Maybe?
"But the truth is, some people make the timing right, they make the distance closer, they make the journey safer. They make the hard times easier and they make themselves ready" - True
"They’re pretty much giving up before even trying"
"Maybe there’s no such thing as wrong timing, just wrong people who don’t want to try to make the timing right"

The beautiful notes 6yo Elena hid for her parents to find after she died of cancer
This made me teary. =( *sniff sniff*

"Miracle Baby" Born Without a Nose Dies at Just Two Years Old
Aww. =( Anything can happen in this world... =(

53 gorgeous grey hairstyles that will inspire you to ditch the dye
Maybe grey hair isn't so bad after all? I'll try that in the future when I'm an old lady.

Random moment, I thought this goes well with my "cry myself to sleep" part? I like the song, the drama was not bad. I wish I can find a guy like Kenneth Ma's role.
鍾嘉欣 Linda - 我記不起
"為何會間中連夜夢醒淌淚
為何似有些懷念被逼刪除
想捉緊思絮一堆 如純白色的紙碎
為何最美好時候幻想失去 (yea, why?)
孤單的一個身軀 願有個人同面對
交出真心真意 造壯舉

我記不起和誰 曾是絕配的一對
甜蜜消失證據
我記不起和誰 遺下舊創疤只想走下去
誰願一起進退
為何這瞬間平靜泛起憂慮
為何要抱緊時候又想婉拒
孤單的感覺空虛 願有個人同面對
相戀一生一世 造壯舉

遺憾終須過去 沒治療藥水 愛讓我安睡
我再不想落淚 忘掉舊創疤一起走下去

承諾安放心裡"

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