Lines, "Losing a good friend is never easy, especially when you don't understand why you lost them in the first place" "there are reasons why this happened" "boys are assholes, some are asshole all of the time. All are asshole some of the time, that's just how boys are. Well maybe not all boys". "How many circles can I walk in before I give up looking? How long before I'm lost for good? It must be possible to swim in the ocean of the one you love without drowning" "I needed a change. I needed to be someone new. Have you ever felt like that? I was going to start brand new. I was going to cut away the past and leave it all behind. I was going to work harder, be smarter and be stronger", when I heard this, I'm like yup, been there, still trying to change myself.
"Girls are evil", yup, girls can be evil, I knew a few, one very bad one. "Popular kids are always mean, that's how they get popular", true, that b**** knew a lot of people, she tells other people to bully people she dislike.
Anyways, I made a post just for this because it made me think back to elementary and high school. Well, maybe I was a bully in school? I never start anything but you know when your peers pressure you and tell you to do something, ya... In elementary, I remembered they shoot staples into this girl's hair, I never shoot but they told me to put a piece in her hair...I did (once)...and I feel bad for what I did. Her parents actually came and talked to the school about it. I was pretty close with her once too. I'm truly sorry! I'm still friends with her, not close though.
In high school, I guess I was bullied once? This guy I had a crush on was in this sports team and he found out I liked him and I guess all those people in the team knew (somehow...). I walked passed them once and they squirted water in my face. I pretended nothing happened and walked off. I didn't want to make a fuss about it, it may just get worse. Yes, I hate that guy so much (the one I had a crush on, yea I wish I could crush his legs too)! I bumped into him a few times at the mall, he makes it such a big deal when he sees me and tells his friends, it's her again. I just ignore. What kind of guy would do such a thing? Oh I forgot, he is not a man, he is just an A hole! I wish him "well" for what he did.
Next, I met B**** (not Low B but someone I dislike A LOT) in high school and she acts all nice and innocent but she is actually pretty evil, especially if she doesn't like you. She used to be friends with this "S" girl but somehow they aren't friends anymore. She told me and a few of her other friends to say "sheet" to her, didn't do anything else. Not sure how it ended but it did. I honestly don't know why I even listened to her, maybe because I thought she was actually my friend and wanted to help her. Turns out she isn't my friend, she is just too good at acting innocent so people will help her "revenge". Some of you probably know what happened but I'll share the story for those that don't know about it.
So, it was her birthday and we were all hanging out. My friend and I decided to walk around the mall while she takes her sticker pictures. I even told her I was taking a walk, be back after. When we got back she got pissed off and ripped a birthday card up infront of everyone. I was like??? I had no clue what happened but friends told me that she was pissed that I walked off. Then we were going to another mall, my friend and I walked in the front and after a bit we realized they weren't behind us. I tried to called B**** but no answer. So I called another girl but she was cutting off. When I got to the mall, we saw all of them there. I was like WTF? I found out later that the B**** actually told that girl to pretend she couldn't hear me and hung up. WOW, what a friend! I'm your friend and you do that to me. What are you going to do to me when I'm not your friend? We were ok after but then something else happened and we just stopped being friends. I'm happy it ended, she just seemed so fake. She is just super good at using people, that's all I can say. A few of my friends dislike her too after knowing what kind of person she is. Some of my other friends started hanging out with her again, beware, she is just using you! Some things... you just have to find out yourself. Don't say I didn't warn you.
I was not part of this but she sent the clip to me. She is so evil to the point where she and this guy played this girl (someone that no-one really likes, but still...). He pretended to be her boyfriend or likes her. They actually made her strip infront of the webcam, they recorded/saved it and she was spreading it to people. That is such a horrible thing to do, I'm surprised her son has an a**. How would she feel if all those bad stuff that she did to people happened to her children in the future? That's why I'm always saying life is unfair. Yes, I have done bad things (just say but never really done anything bad...) and I guessed I paid for it all already and still paying? But someone like her, getting all the good stuff in life, why? I kind of believe in this, 惡有惡報，若然未報時晨未到. I will wait for that day.
It just seems like elementary and high school is all about bullying, trying to be cool and others? I hear about other stories too. I guess because kids are still young at that age and they don't think? I know it's not an excuse but that's life. Hopefully, as they age they know what they did wrong and actually feel bad for what they have done.
Random moment, a song from the series.
Selena Gomez - Only You
"I'm moving further away
Want you near me
All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you
When it's only a game
And I need you
Listen to the words that you say
It's getting harder to stay
Can't take no more
Wonder if you'll understand"
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