When I Fall in Love

I love old songs because they are the best. I love this song. I first heard it from a HK drama (one of my favourite love drama) "Under the Canopy of Love". I always re-watch it when I'm bored. =) I love the lyrics, sounds like me. I picked this version instead of Nat King Cole, both are good.

When I Fall in Love - Celine Dion and Clive Griffin
"When I fall in love, it will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love
Love is ended before it's begun
When I give my heart, it will be completely
Or I'll never give my heart
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you."

Love, what is love anyways? I have no clue. I think I watch too much TV. I've always thought it would be like those fairy tales and happily ever after. However, it's totally different and much more complicated in real life. 

Anyways, I think the happy Cincin is back now. I'm unhappy on certain days but I think it has to do with work. I think I can go back to my normal boring life after March (stay home more). Whatever I went through felt like a long journey. I learned a lot, I learned what I really wanted and how stupid I was. Next time I will "put my eyes on" when I meet people. I will find someone who would wait for me no matter what. Someone that would take his time in knowing me more. Someone that will actually do what he says. Someone that loves me and not hurt me. Someone that will never give up on "us". I'm not asking for too much am I? 

Close friends said I downgraded myself this time... Yes, that person didn't have everything that I was looking for but I believe that person would have them in the near future. I don't think I would use the word downgrade, I just lowered my standards and had faith in that person. When you like someone it's not just about those things right? Is it even possible to find someone that fits every single standard? I'm very simple, I just want to be happy and be loved.

Random, cut my hair kinda short and I don't really like it. I look better with long hair lol. Oh well, short hair means new start right? I hope it will grow really fast.

Random moment, just wanted to put another song in. Kinda how I feel. =)
胡鴻鈞 Hubert Wu - 明白了
"緣未到　或者等不到　但我知道
浮沈中總有命數
緣續了　但痛苦淚流　把笑容消耗
明白了　放下了　等於得到
相識過愛不到
情長短早有定數
凡事也　注定了　不需苦惱
能放底先可開竅
得不到也沒缺少
成長了　明白了"