Friday, March 31, 2017

To Quit or Not to Quit?

For those that don't know, I do work full and part time. I was fine with having 2 jobs but I'm starting to dislike this. I feel like I don't have enough time for myself, feels like I have no life... 

I mainly hate my part time job (retail). I have been working there since I was in university, almost 10 years. That is a long "relationship", I'm getting sick and tired of it. First of all, I don't like dealing with the customers. Some of them are super nice and I'm nice back to them. However, most of them are rude with no manners. Sometimes I just want to ignore them but I have to put a fake smile on, I feel so fake! That's not the real me. I guess this is normal for everyone in retail though.

Second, I think my bosses are unfair to me and I'm losing interest in the job. I'm in business admin so I kinda know how they should run a business and how to treat their employees well. I'm not saying they aren't treating me well but I think they can do better. I have been working there for almost 10 years and I'm still getting minimum wage. I get a raise every year at my full time job (they know how to treat me well). If the government didn't increase the wage for the past years I think I won't ever get a raise. After the first government raise, they stopped their commission too (which was close to nothing anyways but at least it was something). I don't get any vacation pay which I'm not sure if that is against the law but whatever for now (should I chase them for it?). They also pay other employees in cash but I get paid in cheque (with deductions). I did ask to get paid in cash as well but they said I can't. Like how UNFAIR is that? I'm so loyal and worked the longest outta everyone that's there now and you treat me like this? Very disappointed. =(

Even the new coworker gets paid in cash, like WTF!? They are not doing anything to keep my interest. I don't know how much longer I can stand this job. "That person" did tell me to quit unless if I needed it. Honestly, I don't need this job. I hardly work anyways so it's not making a big difference in my pay. I just thought, I have nothing to do on the weekend anyways and haven't found someone to take care of me, why not just work and make more money. Maybe I can retire a day earlier with such little pay?

I'm thinking if I should end this long run when it's my 10th year. Or should I end it when I find someone that can take care of me forever? Or just wait until they knock the mall down? I have no clue... what should I do? Any suggestions?

Random moment, watching "Married but Available", I like all the interest fate in the drama, is there such a thing? I like the first song more.
A line from the drama, "If there is fate, you still have to hang onto it yourself. If you don't take action, this fate will leave soon or later. If I don't want to just pass by (bypass?) you then I need to hold onto you". Yes, people should take action but sometimes even if you take action, fate will leave too. That's just life...
譚嘉儀Kayee Tam - 印記
"請不要忘記
每碰到厭倦困局  亦不要害怕
來面對時 緊緊捉緊他
求緣份來到  便執手可到老

亦深知不會再有更好
茫茫人裡  如何能跟他一對
這是上天注定"

AHH! Fred!
"這世上 尋覓到理想對象"

Thursday, March 30, 2017

Meet Fresh Review

I decided to try Meet Fresh because I wanted to compare it to what I've tried in Juifen, Taiwan. It's an ok size dessert place. When we got there, it was ok busy, not too much people. Their service is not like restaurant style so you order then pick up your dessert yourself (they give you this thing that vibrates when your dessert is ready).

I looked at this online menu but I guess it's for another country? The one I wanted to try, they did not have in store... =( I ordered the Meet Fresh signature ($12.50) and my friend ordered the brown sugar mochi ball ($1.75). The taste, at first mine didn't have much taste but I realized they have some kind of crushed ice looking sugar or something under the grass jelly. So I mixed it all up and stabbed it like an enemy. It also came with this cream which I thought was unnecessary, makes no difference to the taste. Maybe they can give condense milk instead? Overall, it wasn't too sweet which I like. I can't taste any taro or sweet potatoe flavour for the mochi/balls but it was chewy. My friend's, it has a nice chewy mochi texture with a peanut filling. Both were just ok.

To me I think their dessert is overpriced for what you get. I don't think the ingredients are worth that much. I can buy a can of grass jelly for maybe $2. The size of the dessert aren't big either. The taro and I think sweet potatoe mochi/balls are pretty small compared to what I had in Taiwan.

My friend told me ahead of time that her friends said Meet Fresh isn't that good so not worth trying. I still wanted to try because everyone is different when it comes to taste. I won't know till I try (like I always say). I don't think I will come back again because I don't think it was worth it. =( I think I can make that myself too, maybe even better. =)

Meet Fresh signature


Brown sugar mochi ball, picture looks big.
But it's not that big.

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Trying to Find a Nice Place

Not sure why but I saw a few movies/dramas where the main girl would sit on a bench or chair with a nice tree and pretty background. Some movies show them sitting at the same place everyday, either reading, drawing, eating or something else. I thought that was kinda cool. I want to do something like that too but where? I think there are more of those places in Vancouver but I'm not gonna go that far. I should go find a nice spot somewhere on a sunny day. Maybe sit there and get ideas for my posts.

If my work place isn't so "isolated" from the main part of the city, I think it would be easy to find a place like that. There are only companies around my area. Sometimes I want to get out of the office for lunch and sit somewhere nice and enjoy my food but I don't know where I can go. To find a nice place, I would have to drive out there. =( If I do find a nice place to chill I don't mind driving there. 

Maybe I should find a bus stop or skytrain station haha! I can hear and see lots of things, different stations each day. If I was still working at the air freight company, I would go to the outlet everyday to eat lunch. That is actually a really pretty place, I can listen to foreigner's stories when they walk pass or listen to the planes fly above me.

Some random lines that I like from the drama "Provocateur". Not that good in translating but something like this haha.
"B: In our past lives, we passed by each other a thousand million times. This life, we fall in love. I don't want you to leave me again, marry me.
G: If we marry, does it mean we will never separate? Will our love never change?
B: I may not be giving you enough confidence to marry me but you have to believe in fate. That we met and become a family. I can prove my love to you with chances and time." (Awwww, but really well love never change? )

"If "" created me to be this type of person then I'll play this role well. I won't disappoint them." (Yes, I will play my role super well! So well that everyone will be so proud of me.)

"Why is it always like this? Reality and imagination are always so different. I've always thought if I do my very best, "" will help me." (Ya, I thought so too but reality is reality. Time to face the truth. No-one can help you except yourself! Don't rely on "", it will never help us. If it did, life would be a much happier place.)

Random moment, ignore the title except the lyrics below. To a friend, don't give up! It's their loss!
My盛Lady-黃子華

"他不愛你 大不了 心胸最廣闊別折腰
個個亦期待著你
質素高好比個硬漢子
率性 溫柔 沒有瑕疵
可愛的一位美麗女子
傷痛 失意 又再嘗試
最緊要自信自愛面對什麼輕鬆處置
他不愛你 你理得佢 
挺胸再收腹極進取
個個亦回頭𥄫你
屢戰屢敗再嘗試"

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

Expect the Unexpected

I was supposed to post up another post but something happened unexpectedly. Not something happy and not something unhappy. I don't know how to describe the feeling...

We had a training yesterday night and I didn't even know the chef was coming to help since manager got some food prepared already. I was typing something on my computer and the corner of my eye saw something moving so I looked up. I see "that person". At first, I actually don't recognize him, I'm like who is that? Is that him? I was like am I dreaming? What is he doing here? Then I realized oh, chef is here to help tonight. I saw him look towards my way from outside a few times, he looked like he doesn't wanna see me or he didn't even want to come. When he came in I said hi to the chef, thinking he would say hi but he didn't, so I didn't say anything either. I made a WTF face though, wonder if he saw? He makes me feel like I did something wrong when he was the one that did everything! What did I do? Why do you have to ignore me?

I felt a bit awkward and I was shaky. All these questions started popping up in my mind. I was thinking what is he doing here? Why would he come? What should I do? I thought he wouldn't waste a minute here since he doesn't like me anymore. If he is here why he wouldn't even greet me? If you really didn't want to come you didn't have to, the chef won't force you. He just seemed so different and so cold! Felt like we don't know each other...as if nothing happened between us before... =( I do miss the days when he would come to the front to talk to me. I was happy back then.

I decided to go to the kitchen to do "things". I'm sure there is a reason why this is happening to me and I want to find out myself. Sitting around won't do anything. The whole time I was there, we didn't say a word to each other. I don't even think he looked at me once in the eye. When I pass by him, he didn't even look or smile... I didn't feel awkward after awhile, just normal. He didn't have that "don't want to see you" look on him in the kitchen though. Maybe because my boss and coworkers are there so he can't put that on. That face is just for me to see...

I think I would have said something to him if no-one was around but there were always people around! When I was gonna leave, I decided to go say bye, I said bye to the chef then I said bye to him. He didn't even say a freaking word! He just looked at me and looked down. I said bye because I told him I'll always think of him as a friend, I don't lie, I do what I say, and I did. He disappointed me again. </3 Did I like the wrong person? I was tearing when I got into my car and teared on my drive back home.

Honestly, I didn't want to leave work, I wanted to see him (but I don't think he wanna see me from his expressions, then why did he come?). I wanted to talk to him (but I couldn't). I was actually happy to see him yet don't know what to do. Why is this happening out of the blue? I was thinking the whole time, will this be the last time seeing him? He may be mean to me right now but I still want to see him. I know I'm stupid, I know! I don't want this to be the last time but I know it's not up to me to decide. If this is the last time then I guess that's it... this is for both of us to see how we feel about each other one last time? I'll never know how he feels. At least I know how mean he can be when he doesn't like someone anymore. =( The feeling is definitely different but I still want to be friends if that is even possible.

I guess my horoscope was right, something unexpected will happen but it's not April yet... Last week, I actually asked a friend what she would do if she bumps into the guys she used to date or had feelings for. Would she turn and walk away? She said she would talk to the guys. I asked myself that question too, I said ya, I'll talk but...imagination and reality is completely different. Say is easier than actually doing. Interesting how it actually happened to me this week. Oh well, I'm proud of myself for what I did, at least I was not being rude, I did say something. I also did not avoid him and try to be around as much as I can. He was the one that made it so awkward. I hope we'll see again, hopefully not as awkward. Let it be, I'll go with whatever that is set for me.

I didn't even have to watch a sad movie to clean my eyes, teared all the way through this post. I'm happy, thank "you". =)

Random moment, I think the song title (lost) matches my feeling. What does this all mean? "天" are you trying to tell me something? 
鄭俊弘 Fred - 迷
"人前扮作冷靜 困擾的思緒沒法安寧
夢太好 愛太深 何必急切清醒
自私的想法
當天遇上的一刻 時間定格 沒法能遺忘的對白
沒法可解釋充滿荒謬 命運是一個詛咒
當天放手的一刻 矛盾自責 沒法能同行的對立"

Monday, March 27, 2017

Thank You

I just want to say thank you to the people that actually read these boring posts or just dropping by without reading a word. I never thought anyone would read it except my friends. This blog is really just a place for me to rant, express my feelings, talk about myself + this and that, share my out of the blue thoughts, and type reviews. Nothing interesting. I might start talking about my travels soon when I run outta ideas. I think that will take up a lot of my time... I'll do that when I am bored.

I was actually thinking if some guy in the future reads all my posts and remember everything, maybe (just maybe) that person is worth my time. Will there be such a person?

Random moment, I thought of this song when it started to rain this morning. I kinda enjoy walking in the (light-moderate) rain with no umbrella. It feels good, wakes me up a bit. So I really enjoy my after work walk to my car which is like less than a minute LOL! I try to walk as slow as I can. I always see girls run so fast when it's raining. It's ok you won't drown. =P Or is it because their make up will melt? I really like old songs. =)
Burt Bacharach - Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head

Another song, this sounds familiar, not sure if I heard it from State of Trance or where. Yes, thank you to that person for introducing me to EDM. I do like some EDM now, not all.
Armin van Buuren feat. Trevor Guthrie - This Is What It Feels Like
"Without you now
This is what it feels like"

Friday, March 24, 2017

Friends

Friends are almost like girlfriends and boyfriends, they come and go. You remember back in elementary you are like best friend forever with someone. Then in high school you both say how you will be each other's bridesmaid. Then next thing you know, you guys aren't friends anymore or just don't talk to each other.

Yes, I had a few of those friends in my life. Some, I think I should have let go long ago. Some, I think back and ask myself, what happened to us?

The "let go long ago" people, I won't even waste my time typing about them.

The "what happened to us" friend, I honestly don't know what happened. We were good friends, at least I thought we were... I know back in high school we had some problems. We talked about it and we were fine but I guess once something happens, there will always be a barrier? Sounds like a relationship thing eh? Then something else happened between us and we just kinda stop talking ever since. I do miss the happy time from before but can't go back in time. I don't think it will ever be the same again. We are still friends, just don't talk and don't hang out anymore... 

One thing that hurts me was she wrote a post in French about me being selfish on FB (so I won't know she was talking about moi, didn't she know I took French classes?). Me selfish? If I was selfish I wouldn't be by her side when she was ill. I wouldn't go talk to that guy for her that stopped liking her when she liked him back and she was hurt. Yes, maybe I can be selfish at times but honestly who isn't selfish in this world? Don't tell me there wasn't a time when you were not selfish. This was one of the problem between us but we were fine after talking about it.

Another thing I was disappointed about was...when she got super ill back in the days, I was there with her the whole time. However, when I got super ill...(we were still friends then) she was not there for me. That hurt me deeply. =( I guess that shows she wasn't my true friend? I felt like she kinda changed after she got ill or maybe I changed? Maybe I just didn't know her well enough even after that many years? I tried my best to be a good friend but I guess we were not meant to be friends forever...

There are other friends that I used to be close with. Nothing happened between us but I guess people part ways after awhile especially after high school. I tried to hang on to most of my friends by planning gatherings and stuff. It did work for a bit but after awhile people just don't seem to care anymore. I lost interest in planning big gatherings. I only have small gatherings with close friends now. I also believe that if they want to be friends they would initiate a talk or something and not just me all the time. I guess I need to "put my eyes on" when I meet friends too.

I also don't understand how some people are crazy about you when they like you but when they don't like you, it's like a 180 turn, completely different person... This just popped up suddenly, just thinking how different "that person" was at the end, made me feel like I don't know who this person is anymore. It's not the same person I met in the beginning... =( People are scary...

I'm glad I do have a few close true friends in my life. I don't need a lot of friends, a few true ones are enough. I do hope that our friendship would last till the end of my life. A big thanks to you all for always being there for me when I needed it. I love you all! <3

Random moment, aw, isn't this ever sweet.
Teen asks girl to the prom

Super old song.
古巨基 - 友共情
"Forever friends, forever we'll be"

Ah, good old "Friends". I completely forgot what this is about. I shall re-watch someday. I used to be pretty "white" but I became more "yellow" again in high school. I met more Chinese friends whereas in elementary, there were hardly any Chinese. Maybe I should be "white" again?
The Rembrandts- I'll be there for you

You've Got A Friend In Me - Randy Newman

There is also the Graduation song, you can look that up yourself.

Thursday, March 23, 2017

What's Happening in This World?

What is going on in this world? Why can't there be world peace?

When I was young I don't think I hear about these terrorist attacks, until like grade 7, when 9 11 happened. Ever since, there are always bad news about some kind of terrorist attack in different parts of the world. I don't really understand why people have to do such a thing and harm innocent people. Was WWI and WWII not enough?

I'm not sure what caused these people to start these attacks but isn't there other ways to solve things? This world is becoming more complicated and scary. From what I remember, it was not like this before...

I love travelling but I'm afraid to travel to certain parts of the world now. Europe is a popular place for travelling, been there once and wanted to go back to visit other European countries (regret not going on that Europe trip back in high school). However, I don't think I would go there anytime soon because of all these attacks. Some people say might as well go now, never know what will happen in the future, may get worse. I agree with that, those stuff, you can never predict but at least I'll feel safe going to other countries. I won't feel scared every minute wondering if something is going to happen.

Oh well, like mommy always say, if it's you, it's you. I hope this will stop soon!

No song today.

Wednesday, March 22, 2017

Life Without A Cellphone

Cellphone is such an important gadget in our daily life. We use them to call, text, video chat, play games, post/check/stalk on social media and many more. A lot of people can't be separated with their phones. People play with their phones during dinner times, washroom times or even when they are driving, bad idea!

I can actually live without my phone. I don't need it with me 24/7 but it's good to have around me, just incase if someone is trying to look for me. I don't want people to get worried. Plus, I reply people pretty fast, so it's strange if I go missing for many hours. I actually forgot to bring my cellphone to work last Friday. At first I thought I'll be so bored without it. I wouldn't be able to message my friends and I can't post my picture on Instagram. However, I wasn't bored at all. I had more time to type my blog posts for the following week (including this one). I surfed around the net and kind of window shop a bit too. So it's actually not bad.

I would never touch my phone when I'm driving, it's too dangerous. I would only touch it if I was stuck in traffic and I'm rushing to work, just to let work know I'll be late. If everyone can put their phones away when they drive I think there will be less accidents out there. When I go out to eat, I hardly play with my phone but I realize my friends love doing that, I don't mind though. It's just kinda awkward how everyone has their phone out and I'm just sitting there looking at them until they are done. Even my brother plays with his phone during dinner time at home...

Hmm, I'm sure everyone in this world can live without a phone. I mean there wasn't such a thing N years ago and everyone seemed to live fine. People go out and see each other more often whereas now people just talk to each other through messaging or video chats. I'm not saying it's bad just letting people know we can live without one.

I wonder what it would be like if everyone in the world tuck their cellphones away for a week. Will this world turn into a disaster? Can you live without your phone?

Random moment, suddenly some of the lyric popped into my head. An old song, I like it.
william so - 不想独自快乐
"我一個人 沉溺孤單的氣氛
從不關心 誰人明白我心"
但我不想一個快樂"

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

Liars!

This post is just based on my own opinion, doesn't mean every guy out there are like this. I'm typing about this because a friend is facing this situation and gave me the idea.

I'm not sure if all guys out there nowadays like to say one thing and don't do it at all. Or say one thing and do the complete opposite. I will never understand guys just like how they will never understand us girls. Don't say things that you can't do! Don't give us hopes and then completely destroy them all! Don't make us wake up one day and realize it was all just a dream. A dream that we once hope it was true and real. A dream that we wish would last forever until the end of life.

Please just be a man and tell us the truth! Truth will hurt us but at least we'll know you guys aren't that much of an a** but you are still an a**. Don't say "we can be friends" then you unfriend and block us. Don't say you will try not to hurt us but you always do and make us tear. Don't say you won't let go then you give up on us. When we tell you about our past and you said you won't be one of them. Then you end up just like them. Seriously, what is wrong with you guys? Are you guys even guys? Are we just unlucky in meeting these guys? What happened to all the good guys? All taken or they don't exist anymore? 

Oh well, reality hurts sometimes and what can we do except stay strong and move on? They don't deserve us, we are those super rare type of girls that deserve better. It's their loss, I believe the right person is just around the corner. Just wait a little bit more my friend.

Out of the blue:
My horoscope said "April will be quite a colorful and surprising time, at the very least you can expect unforgettable emotions, as spectacular as they are unpredictable.", let's hope it's something happy and not another unhappy thing...

Got bored, started looking up movies and stories. I found Love Fate Destiny and read this one sad love story. It said "Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts. ", before reading this I actually thought of typing something about this. I wanted to say to the guys out there, please take your time in knowing us better. Our outta beauty won't last but our inner will last forever. Another line "Love is when we fight till the very last minute just to show and tell someone how much we love them", this reminds me of what a friend said to me. She said "who gives up that easily", uh...that person! 

Random moment,
張敬軒 Hins Cheung - 酷愛
"完全忘記往日為何
難道愛愛愛愛我對愛情已死心
貪高興好心敷衍一下卻逼真的親吻
我們這結局太不堪 分不出真假的愛恨

怎相信人 命中怎麼愛著你為人
立甚麼心腸 我對你極善良
如若你肯想想我這樣受傷"


張敬軒 Hins Cheung《找對的人》
"誰要花一生 尋遍遠近
已預約於這地球等
是對的終於會碰到 是錯的不管再美好
一個接一個 也沒有結果

一早編好的情人 早晚 始終會等到
是你的終於會碰到 別太早替未來苦惱
只差一點好時辰 主角 始終會等到"

Monday, March 20, 2017

Movie Weekend

First day of spring feels as cold as winter. >< Good thing I didn't wear my spring skirt.

Nothing to do as usual on the weekends... but it's pretty relaxing. 

Had work yesterday. I like how people think I'm Korean or Japanese (do I look like one?) when I don't speak Mandarin. Well, I can still be Chinese if I don't speak Mandarin right? There is something call Cantonese. 

Watched a few movies, haven't watched so much in a day before... I watched like 5 movies... One of them was "Alice Through the Looking Glass". It's pretty good. I wish I could go back to the past and see the truth behind certain things too and if possible, change things. I like some of the lines in the movie. I went aww when Iracebeth (red queen) said "why does this always happen to me. Why does no-one love me". That's something I want to say too but I know there are people that love me. =)

I also like what Alice said "Time is a thief, stealing everything I love. Everyday is a gift, every hour, every minute, every second". I think everyday is a gift as well especially when I'm still alive after getting very ill. I try to live my everyday to the fullest possible. I'm sure there is a reason why I'm given another chance in life. Maybe I haven't found the true reason yet but I know I will someday. I'm thankful.

If you know me I'm crazy about Disney. Watched another Disney movie, "Moana", I didn't really like it...I don't know why. I guess I like more of the love/exciting type of movies? It made me want to go to Hawaii like right away and put on a hula skirt LOL! I hope that does happen soon (PLEASE!). I love the pig and young version of Moana, so cute!

A friend told me to watch "Now You See Me", I watched both of them. The first one, at the beginning, the guy asked this lady to pick a card and it was the same one that I picked (I guess that was the only obvious card?). It was interesting but some parts were boring, I kinda start playing my own game and chatting with friends... The ending was unexpected though. The second one was much better than the first one. Magic.

Now I want to find a sad movie to watch so I can cry like a baby. I'm not sad just want to clean my eyes a bit lol. I heard that when you cry you are actually cleaning your eyes? They need a good bath and I think they are dry. Any suggestions on movies?

Random moment, songs from the movies.
P!nk - Just Like Fire

Auli'i Cravalho - How Far I'll Go

Friday, March 17, 2017

Thursday Feeling

Had a chat with a friend and she said how we aren't really messaging each other as much. Well, I still message you but not as much because I don't wanna bother you when you have "someone" in your life now. You should know I'm the type that don't like to bother people if they are busy or something. You also know after what happened with that person, I feel different. Just want to be a loner for a little bit (not too long). I am getting happier now but deep down it still hurts. All I hear about from you girls are happy relationship stuff... =( I have nothing to say except think back how I once had happy memories like that too.

You are right. That person did shatter my dreams and my heart into pieces. That person was the one that asked if I have high hopes about us, he said he did, he wanted us to be together and he won't let go, and he was the one that gave up when I thought something good is happening... 

I guess I am gullible (like you said) and naive... That's just me, I'm just that simple (stupid). I finally feel like I'm a close to extinct animal that haven't found someone to protect and treasure me. Can someone save me before I become completely extinct?

I want to say I hate that person but I know I don't. If I could, I wish I can slap him in the face, kick him in the nuts and swear at him. However, I'm not that type of person... Sometimes I hope he does feel bad for what he did but I don't think he will... Sometimes I ask myself, why am I doing this to myself? I always make myself feel miserable. Why?

Sometimes I wonder why that person appeared in my life at the wrong time? Is there a reason why I have to meet that person? Does "天" want to torture/play with me as usual? I believe everything is all set and happens for a reason. A reason that I'll never know about... I guess our "red string" fell apart. Please don't make me meet someone like that again! I don't think my heart can handle it.

3/17/17 8:15am. I know you girls will be reading this. I forgot my cellphone at home, just incase if you are wondering why I'm not replying all day. You can still message me, I'll reply when I get home. It's a Friday too! Gonna be so bored, it's ok I want one loner day anyways. =)

Random moment, 
吳業坤 Kwan Gor - 第一次告別
"日後共別人談戀愛要更有耐性
從前情人太少 
難明瞭緣份的精妙 

等到下個傷疤都結焦
一生人 難逃第一次"

Thursday, March 16, 2017

Run for our Lives

Lots of out of the blue moments before the main part. Not sure why but I feel happy when I find out what people think of me. They haven't said any of my bad things yet lol. I guess because I never thought people think of me that way. Find out for yourself what kind of person I am. I may be someone very evil muhahaha. =)

Got a call from that dealer again, he asked if I ever take lunch because I'm always the one listening to the phone. Used to tell coworkers to watch the phone for me when I eat but I stopped. I didn't want to bother them and I get to take a longer lunch that way. It's annoying when people call during my lunch but oh well. 

That truck driver came to talk to me again. >< The first time he just stood infront of my desk for so long. I actually got kinda scared. I don't even know him and he starts asking me all these questions. I didn't want to be mean so I just smiled and answered his questions. I didn't ask him any...thinking he would get it...but no... He came again when I was having lunch in the kitchen. He said "hi, I was wondering where you were". I'm just like......ha..ha..answered his questions and trying to eat... Ahh! I'm sorry! I don't wanna be mean.

The chef was weird. He asked how I am so I said good and you. He just stared at me for a bit and said good thank you. I'm like.............? Then I gave him his paycheque and he said if something something I'll give you a hug?? I just smiled..... He was also praising me, how good i am to his student... The other day we were talking about cooking. He said he hardly eats his own food. I totally understand haha! I think my cooking/baking are good but I always think there are room for improvement. Everyone else are praising how good it is, I'm thinking really? But thank you. =)

LOL, that new student chef! I walked him into the showroom and told him to just go on in. When I walked off I saw him go straight towards the warehouse. I thought oh maybe he wanna look at something first. Then he came back to me saying he went the wrong direction, where should he go. I'm thinking... really? You didn't see that big kitchen on your left side when you walked in? Where else did you think you were gonna cook??? He totally made my day LOL! This other student, it's my second time seeing him and I recognize him and remember his name (good memory). When he entered he was like I'm here to help the chef. I'm thinking, yes, I know. It was polite of him to notify me, sometimes I do forget after seeing people once only.

Very interesting, I asked this service guy "how are you". He said I feel like a 5 pound bag of "sheet" or something? I'm like haha ok... He said good description or something eh? Ya.... haha! Always meet interesting people at work. =)

Btw, I type my posts in advance and post them whenever. All of these were stories from maybe 1-3 days ago.

Anyways, our company is getting ready for this 5km run in May. I'm somewhat excited, watch me faint on my run joking (touch wood). I hope it won't be too hot that day, some wind would be nice. I haven't ran that much since high school. I don't know if I can do this. I have been doing thigh exercises and stretching (not for the run), not sure if it helps at all but better than no exercise.

Everyone at work are like on this diet for the run... I'm not gonna join them. I don't think I can just eat veggie, I might pass out. I'm a meat eater but not to the point where I don't eat veggie at all. I'm always trying to eat less so I won't get any fatter.*oink oink* It's hard when I love eating. =(

Omg, our team name for the run is Minions! We are also getting company t-shirt like a Minion just for the run, ahhh! Totally taking pictures!!! It would be cool if they print our last names on it but I don't think so. A company t-shirt is good enough for me. I like my company, always tries to make events, but so far away. I heard that they might do the grind again this year... I will never do that because the guys will never wait for me, like what they did to Alice when she worked here. I'm afraid of walking down steep steps and climbing up big steps. I tried hiking when I was younger, wasn't really my thing but I won't object to it. Last time when I went zip lining I had to climb up this huge step, I couldn't even pull myself up. I had to ask the girl that works there to give me a push LOL!

Random moment, I don't understand most of the words he is singing (I don't understand Mandarin) but I like all his song titles.
周興哲 - 你,好不好?

Titles of his other songs
想回到那一天
我愛過妳
以後別做朋友
愛情教會我們的事

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

Best Manager Ever

My current manager is probably the best manager I've ever had so far! I'm not trying to suck up and I'm so not that type of person but it's the truth. I don't even talk at work, how do I suck up lol?

When I first met her I thought she was those mean kind of people. That's because sometimes her facial expression looks a bit scary/mad/not happy. I'm more of a visual person and I will guess how people feel by looking at their expression. I will back off if I feel like people are not in a good mood. I'm also somewhat good at sensing things, I can feel if something is different. After knowing her for a bit I realize she is actually super nice. She would always ask if I want to take some food home. She would buy me gifts for my birthday. Sometimes she would just randomly give me stuff to thank me for all my hard work. I'm happy that she appreciates me.

I appreciate what she has done for me too! When I'm busy with other work and can't clean up or do whatever I have to do in the showroom she would do it for me. Honestly, if it were the guys at work, they would never do that stuff for me. They will only leave stuff for me to do...

I'm happy that she wants to find someone for me. Almost everyone at work said they will look around but they never intro any guys to me. One coworker said he will intro his brother to me who is like 40 and just got out of a relationship... Uh, thanks but no thanks lol (super long ago)! I don't know why but she thought of hooking "that person" and I up. She just thought we would look cute together (before she found out that he likes me). I guess because that person and I were working close together at the open house + the way that person acted and she felt something? I didn't have any feelings for that person until that night and then she tells me a week after that that person likes me. She was actually gonna tell that person to ask me out when she sees that person next time (there was no next time...). She seems to know what type of guys I like and I never told her about it.

We also have similar tastes in clothing which is funny because she is much older than me. Sometimes we wear the same colour clothes to work or similar style haha. It was awkward at first but I got used to it. Sometimes she scares me, especially when I'm so focused on something and suddenly she says my name out loud lol.

The other day, this dealer came in to pick up something and pay. He asked "who do I write the cheque out to?". Manager said "if you want you can write it out to Cindy but she might spend it". The man asked if I will spend it diligently. She said "if it's me I'll spend it on wine. If it's Cindy, she will just save it up". She sure knows me well lol! She just doesn't know I can spend a lot too haha!

I heard she is going to retire after this year which makes me kinda sad. She is like the only person that I really talk to at work. I don't want her to leave but then that is not something I can control. I'm just very thankful to have her as my manager. I want to thank her for everything that she has done for me. I wish her all the best after retirement. Please do come back to visit. =)

I hope the new manager will be as good as her, PLEASE!!!

Random moment, I like this.
鍾嘉欣 Linda Chung - 最幸福的事
"孤單的滋味 天知我知
失望太多 就試多一次"

Tuesday, March 14, 2017

When I Fall in Love

I love old songs because they are the best. I love this song. I first heard it from a HK drama (one of my favourite love drama) "Under the Canopy of Love". I always re-watch it when I'm bored. =) I love the lyrics, sounds like me. I picked this version instead of Nat King Cole, both are good.

When I Fall in Love - Celine Dion and Clive Griffin
"When I fall in love, it will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love
Love is ended before it's begun
When I give my heart, it will be completely
Or I'll never give my heart
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you."

Love, what is love anyways? I have no clue. I think I watch too much TV. I've always thought it would be like those fairy tales and happily ever after. However, it's totally different and much more complicated in real life. 

Anyways, I think the happy Cincin is back now. I'm unhappy on certain days but I think it has to do with work. I think I can go back to my normal boring life after March (stay home more). Whatever I went through felt like a long journey. I learned a lot, I learned what I really wanted and how stupid I was. Next time I will "put my eyes on" when I meet people. I will find someone who would wait for me no matter what. Someone that would take his time in knowing me more. Someone that will actually do what he says. Someone that loves me and not hurt me. Someone that will never give up on "us". I'm not asking for too much am I? 

Close friends said I downgraded myself this time... Yes, that person didn't have everything that I was looking for but I believe that person would have them in the near future. I don't think I would use the word downgrade, I just lowered my standards and had faith in that person. When you like someone it's not just about those things right? Is it even possible to find someone that fits every single standard? I'm very simple, I just want to be happy and be loved.

Random, cut my hair kinda short and I don't really like it. I look better with long hair lol. Oh well, short hair means new start right? I hope it will grow really fast.

Random moment, just wanted to put another song in. Kinda how I feel. =)
胡鴻鈞 Hubert Wu - 明白了
"緣未到 或者等不到 但我知道
浮沈中總有命數
緣續了 但痛苦淚流 把笑容消耗
明白了 放下了 等於得到

相識過愛不到
情長短早有定數
凡事也 注定了 不需苦惱
能放底先可開竅
得不到也沒缺少
成長了 明白了"

Monday, March 13, 2017

Be Healthy Please

I don't think close friends even know that I have a big family? Not going into details, just wanted to talk about uncle #10 and his wife.

Sometimes I think there is such thing as fate. I'm not sure about the story but I heard it from Mommy. Uncle 10 and auntie 10 actually met each other when they were on vacation in Tibet or somewhere with high attitude N years ago. (They went there separately) Somehow something happened to uncle during that trip and auntie and her family saved him. I think after uncle got back to HK he met up with auntie to thank her and stuff. I guess that's when it all started. =)

Anyways, there are always bad things that happen in life... When I went back to HK 3 years ago, auntie said something is wrong with her eyes so always have to go see the doctor. I thought it was nothing too serious. However, when I went back in December, my uncle said she can't see soon................ When I was in HK I've always thought why are they so busy? I haven't even seen them once since I came back (saw them once only). I understand now... my uncle wants to take auntie to as many places around the world as possible before she can't see anymore. I thought that was very touching and sweet. <3 Normally they don't show their love infront of us but what uncle is doing shows how much he loves her. =)

I'm hoping she won't lose her eye sight. I hope there will be some kind of technology out there that can fix it. I'm not too sure what happened to auntie's eyes though.

Everyone, please enjoy every moment of your life and treasure what's infront of you before it's too late.

Random moment, hope everyone will be healthy. The MV and song doesn't seem too happy though...  
張衛健 - 身體健康
"我只想身體健康"

Saturday, March 11, 2017

Weird

So the uncle and auntie from the kiosk outside my store has a daughter. She brings her boyfriend to visit sometimes. I find it weird how he stands so far away from the kiosk or her parents. Like he pretty much just walked off. Feels like he doesn't like her parents or something. Maybe it's only when I look out he is somewhere else and he is close by them when I don't notice? That guy doesn't speak Chinese I think? So maybe he doesn't know what to say to them? But uncle and auntie knows ok ish English and they are very nice. What a weird guy.

In my opinion, that guy should at least stand beside her and just smile or something. Walking off far away just seem like he has no manners. I wouldn't want a guy like that. It's ok if you don't know Chinese, it's not necessary. However, I think manners are very important especially if they may become your family in the future.

Oh well, I don't know much about them and the person that is in love is always blinded (won't notice a thing). Only outside people can see these things.

Another weird thing is uncle and auntie always argue, I don't know how they can handle that. Don't think there was a day where they don't argue lol. I guess that's how they show their love and communicate to each other haha? Everyone is different. =)

So, I have been listening to a lot of relationship problems lately... It makes me feel like maybe I should be a loner forever. Honestly, I'm kinda afraid to even try again... I'm scared I'll get hurt. I don't want my heart to break into pieces again. I don't like that feeling. =( Don't worry, I'm not giving up, just saying how I feel right now. You know I don't give up easily!
 
Random moment, when I went on YouTube this song's picture was the first thing I saw. Attracted me and made me click into it hehe. I like Fred. =)
鄭俊弘 Fred - 地盡頭
"如何地難受 無人願伸手都要自救
劇痛要找一個出口"

I liked it when they were humming the music during the show. They actually came up with the lyrics after the show.
鄭俊弘/何雁詩/譚嘉儀 - 盼望極光

Friday, March 10, 2017

Never Expect Too Much?

Have you ever feel like something good and happy is happening out of the blue? You feel like it's too good to be true and it feels like a dream too? (It seems to rhythm lol)

Have you ever had that feeling of hoping something to happen? Then at the end nothing happens or doesn't go the way you want it to?

Yes, I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. I've been there and I think a lot of people have too. It's not fun at all. However, I guess that is part of the learning process? I've heard in dramas before that there are always ups and downs in life. If it goes too smoothly then it won't be interesting. I don't agree with that. I rather want everything to go smoothly, at least I'll be happy.

So does that mean every time when we encounter someone we shouldn't keep our hopes and expectations too high? Should we not fall too deep too fast? That way we won't get hurt as bad? I have no clue. I guess not just when you meet someone but also in life. The more hopes and expectations you have, the more disappointed you will be. Don't you think so?

I'm typing about this because a friend is feeling something similar. If I were you I wouldn't care what would happen next and just enjoy what's happening at the moment. You will never know until the end. Just go with the flow. Let it be, if it happens, it happens. If it doesn't happen, it's just another not meant to be. Maybe this is the one. Maybe something good does happen. Maybe this is a dream but a good dream that will last forever. Honestly, I think you are a GREAT person and I'm 100% sure that that special person is out there waiting for you. This may be that special person. If it doesn't work out, you have nothing to lose. You actually gain something, a life experience. It may not be a happy experience but at least you will learn what to do or not to do next time? You will also find out what you want and don't want. It's just the beginning, don't think so negative. Stop overthinking things, it will just make you feel worse. You deserve to be happy! Everyone does! *huggie*

I know, it's easy to say but super hard to do.

All of a sudden I feel lonely... Every close friend either have someone or are going on dates. I'm still sitting here rotting. Yes, I don't like putting myself out there...that's why. I'm just waiting for someone to fall down from the sky like magic (I'm sure it will happen again). It's all "that person's" fault! Give me all these hopes and make them vanish completely all of a sudden! Don't say things that you can't do! =(

It's weird, my horoscope said get back with an old love because it's not easy to find the right person in life. I don't trust horoscopes although it was right that I would meet someone a bit older (7-10 years) and I did. I don't think going back would happen just because... It was wrong from the start, wrong timing and just not meant to be. Yes, I agree it's not easy to find someone with mutual feelings but do I really wanna force something that is impossible now? I also don't want history to repeat itself... that "word" hurts.

I guess seeing someone I used to have feelings for is actually ok. This guy comes over to work (see once in awhile). He makes small talks sometimes but I don't feel awkward or anything. I used to be talkative with him but after finding out something it totally die down.

Awww, got a call from a dealer in Kelowna the other day. He asked if I'm going to the training. I said no and he said but I want to meet you. We only talk on the phone. I suggested maybe he should come to Richmond. =) He was the person that said he missed me during my trip. He sounds like a nice person but most of the dealers are much older and married. Maybe we will meet someday.............

Random moment:
One of my favourite song.
鄭秀文 不要驚動愛情
"傳聞浪漫太快 愛戀都走得快 (totally agree, going too fast, ends fast)
原來慢慢靠近 更珍惜這一吻
繼續行近直至開始愛"

Her other songs are ok too but I like these ones.
何雁詩 Stephanie - 愛需要勇氣 
"然而害怕最尾只得傷心
將感覺收得太深
喜歡你 其實認真
難極都不放棄
要發生終發生"

何雁詩 Stephanie - 最真心一對 
"無需有萬次只需一次愛 (Agree, don't need to be in love a million times, one time is enough)  
這一生如一齣戲"

何雁詩 Stephanie - 夢裡花
"緣份總似遠亦近
此刻求不到 耐心一點去等
情情愛愛 虛虛渺渺
一生遇上多少
凡人聚與散
一切有著時限
何必着急於擁有他"

Thursday, March 9, 2017

Let It Be a Dream

A friend told me that her friend quit her job just to go back to studying and pursue her dream as a teacher. I find people that want to change career around late 20's, early 30's or older amazing. I understand it's their dream, something they are passionate in and maybe they can earn more in the future. It's great that they are doing what they want to do and I'm happy for them.

I don't think I would ever do that, just because I have enough with school. 6 years of post secondary is enough. Plus, I think I'm at the age where I should be earning money and not spending more on school (yet). Especially when my parents aren't getting any younger, I want to earn more so they can live better. It's my turn to take care of them and give back. If you know me, my family is my everything, nothing more important than them.

Do you still remember back in elementary school when you had to write about what you want to be when you grow up? I honestly don't remember what I wrote but I've always wanted to be a preschool teacher. I love kids (if they are good), they are so straight forward and honest (most). They are very simple, not like adults and they make me smile and laugh.

I remember helping out in the kindergarten or grade 1 classes back in elementary, it was fun. I took peer helping and human services in high school. I didn't like peer helping much, I helped high school kids, not my thing. I liked human services more because I got to work with little kids in preschool. I guess that's why I'm like a "mom". Friends in high school used to call me mommy because I'm caring (I think?). I understand some people may not like it but that's just me.

I have tried to pursue my dream job, but it doesn't seem like what I want anymore. I took 1 course for early childhood education and got my certificate. The course was easy but it was somewhat boring. Learned about safety, food and nutrition, most of it were common sense. Met a lot of nice people but not close with any. The whole class were female, only 1 guy. I still remember him asking me why I'm not taking more courses after that one, uh...it's too expensive. That one course was already $600 something... I could buy a lot of food with that money (sorry, I'm so "c lai"). I may sound cheap but I will spend a lot when I want to and need to. This on the other hand, I do not need it. I'm 100% sure I can find a good job with my accounting and business admin background. If I can't, I don't know what to say... I guess 6 years was for nothing?

I did tried to get a preschool job. I did super horrible at the interview because I wasn't prepared. That's because few days before I already got an accounting job so I just went to get experience. Their interview was much harder than I thought, I guess that's because it was more of a high class preschool? It would be nice to get the job since it's only like less than 5 minutes away from home. Oh well, not meant to be and didn't wanna be there.

A dream is a dream, let it be a dream forever.

Random moment, glad my parents never forced me to learn this and that. They let my brother and I do whatever we want. I'm the one that gives pressure to myself... I actually teared at the end of this MV when I watched it for the first time.
許廷鏗 Alfred - 我的志願

Wednesday, March 8, 2017

Tuesday Outing

I have been spending so much money ever since I got back from my trip. I spent most of it on my outings, mainly on food. >< Is this what people do when they are out of love? Spend like crazy? It makes me happy though. Gonna stop partying after March and go back to the normal boring Cindy life. Every time I tell Mommy I'm going out, she is like you are going out again? Yes Mommy, if you know what happened I think you will let me out everyday. =)

Anyways, I had a blast tonight. Thank you girls for making my night amazing. You girls will always make me do things that I wouldn't normally do (not bad stuff). Normally I don't drink when I go out but I'm willing to try new things. I really like my Bellini tonight, it was sweet and doesn't have a strong alcohol taste. The shot...it was ok but not really my thing. Those were actually huge shots but it wasn't that strong. These are not my first drinks I have gone drinking before lol. I'm not that goodie goodie. =) I thought I would be all red and sleepy after drinking but I'm still ok. Just a bit tired.

Thank you for the movie! Stop spoiling me, I know you want me to be happy. I get it and I'm very thankful! You make me feel bad at the same time and you know why. Watched "Before I Fall", the movie reminds me of this HK drama called "EU Overtime Mission". Not going into details about any of them. I thought the movie was not bad. The middle was a bit boring until near the end when she wanted to make everything memorable. The ending was WOW, I didn't really expect it, I thought it would be a happy ending. 

One thought from the movie. I don't think anyone should harm themselves in any way. If you are not happy or going through "sheet" in life, please try to be strong and don't do anything stupid. You may think everyone hates you or no-one cares about you but there are people out there that do. There are family and friends that care. Think about how they would feel without you. Sometimes the not so nice people just don't realize how much they have hurt others. When they realize, it's too late.

No random moment, can't think of a song right now. I'm tired, needa sleep. 
Sangria + Bellini
Lemon Drop?
My Bellini, I like it.



Tuesday, March 7, 2017

Mango Mama Review

One word for Mango Mama, WOW! Not wow for their dessert but WOW for their price. I'll get to that in a moment. My friend wanted to try so we decided to go. When I entered the store...strong durian smell. I'm not a fan of it, don't hate it, but I don't eat it lol. It's ok size store. It was packed with people for some reason, we had to write our names down and wait. Waited for maybe 5-10 minutes? Not too sure, didn't time. Finally got a table and I was sitting on a spot with tape on the seat (ripped up). Uh...I was wearing thin tights that night and it got stuck on the tape!!! Good thing my tights didn't rip but it left a mark on my tights!!! ARG!!!!!!

Anyways, the service was good, the girl thought my friend had a question and came right over but my friend was just moving the hand around LOL!

Well, back to the WOW pricing. There was something I really wanted to try on their menu but looking at the price made me change my mind. Their cheapest thing is $5 something and it can be as expensive as $35 or more? I thought that was crazy! The dessert I wanted to try was $17 something, like REALLY? I can get a decent western dish with that price. That's why I'm not sure why this place is packed with people. I guess they are rich or didn't realize how expensive it was like us?

So, we ordered the mango tart, mango sago with grapefruit ($7), and mango saga mochi. My friends thought everything was really sweet but I thought it was ok. I can eat pretty sweet so maybe that's why. Everything was very mango. I did have a few fresh diced mango (3) and few tiny pieces of grapefruit (2) in mine. We all thought the portion was quite small for that price. My friend's mango tart was the size of normal tarts that you find at supermarkets and it cost like $8...

Overall, I don't find Mango Mama dessert OMG good. It's very pricey so if you don't plan to spend much on dessert, consider somewhere else maybe? Will I come back? Uh...nope sorry. My friend said she might come back to try their waffle thing that is not out yet but they put that in a picture menu. Why would you put something on a menu when you don't even have it...? One last thing for improvement, PLEASE FIX THAT SEAT before it rips someone else's tights!

Mango Tart
Mango Sago with Grapefruit and Mango Sago Mochi.

Monday, March 6, 2017

Bone Sushi Review

I wanted to try Bone Sushi before but my other friend said she has been there so never got a chance. Finally decided to come try since I have no clue where to eat. It's a small restaurant but it gave me a warm cozy feeling. It was pretty quiet there, only one table of people beside us. There were people that ordered take out. I think it's a great place to hang and chat. The service was really good. My friend kept asking questions and the lady tried her best to reply. She was very nice and she gave us suggestions on which rolls to try. My friend even asked if they can torch her sushi infront of her. The lady said yes haha!

We ordered 3 rolls, mango tokyo, black and white, and firecracker. We also ordered a small bottle of hot sake. All the rolls were good and looked pretty. The size of the sushi were normal size, they aren't huge. I liked the mango tokyo, it's almost like a cali roll without the rice and I love cali rolls. Black and white was good but pretty spicy. I tried one and I can feel that heat, I can't imagine eating the whole roll haha. My friend took all the jalapenos off lol. My firecracker roll was good.

The sake, it's my first time trying sake. When I smelled it, it smelled just like that rice wine I got from Korea. It had that yeast smell to it. When I tried it, it tasted similar to that Korean rice wine but not as strong. I think maybe because it's hot and the alcohol content evaporated? I only took a sip so can't really comment on it and alcohol is not my thing. At least I tried and know what it's like. =)

Overall, I think Bone Sushi is a great restaurant. I don't think I have any suggestions for improvements at the moment. Go have a try yourself.

Firecracker Roll
Black and White
Mango Tokyo
3 rolls together

Hot Sake









Sunday, March 5, 2017

Ice Queen Ice Cream Review

I have been searching around for the rolled ice cream. I found one but it was in Vancouver, don't want to go all the way there just to try it. Then I did more research, I found one in Richmond, Ice Queen! It's located in Aberdeen Square, right outside of the skytrain station and under the food court.

Let me talk about this mall first. I hardly even go to Aberdeen Mall. This is like my second time going to Aberdeen Square. I remember the first time I went through this super long quiet hall that connects the 2 malls, it was...I don't know (when they first opened). It would be nice if they had shops along that hall, make it a bit more interesting. That was N years ago so not sure if they made changes already. Aberdeen Square is so empty and quiet, it's big like a maze with lots of empty stores. Coming from the first floor parking lot, I was actually having trouble trying to find Ice Queen. I had to look at the store directory.

Anyways, I manage to get to Ice Queen (obviously). When I got to the entrance it had this bbt place smell which I like. It's a tiny place with no tables or chairs (I didn't expect that). If you want to eat, I guess you can stand or go to the empty food court upstairs. It was ok busy when I got there and when I left (2-3 people before and after me). The staffs were nice, I think they are Taiwanese? When I looked this place up online, I saw their menu already. To be honest, I think they are a bit overpriced but I guess you pay for the experience (how it's made) and the final pretty product. I was willing to give it a try. If you know me, I like to try new things, never know until I try. =)

I ordered the "Thai Wan" rolled ice cream because I'm a tea person. I watched them make the ice cream, I wanted to laugh when they were stabbing it because the guys looked so serious. I think it's a great job where they can express their angry like that haha (they weren't angry just serious about their job). I thought the process was pretty cool. The presentation looks nice too, it looked like an angel, almost. The size is alright but I still think it's pricey. I paid $9 something for this...

When they handed to me I could smell that lychee jelly (I think?), which I like. When I tried the ice cream, it's kinda like milk tea but I thought it had more tea taste to it which is good. It wasn't too sweet, at least I don't think so. Those half circle waffles (forgot the name) was a bit soft for me. I remember eating those when I was young, I think they had a crispier feel to it? Not too sure what those 2 rectangular crunchy biscuits were but they were ok. It's like having bubble tea but an ice cream version.

Overall, I think Ice Queen is ok. It's worth a try. Would I come back again? Uh...if they have some cool limited edition creations? The other ones on the menu seems a bit normal to me. They also sell drinks and that ice cream filled fish thingy. I've always wanted to try the fish thingy but I think I'll wait till I go back to HK. Also, it would be nice if they have a place for customers to eat but the store is very tiny so I understand. I'm just thinking if they get busy on a weekend or something, I think customers may have to wait a bit. They only have 2 of those circle ice plate thingy and it takes about 2 minutes to make one cup. Oh well, that is something that they can think about.
I decided to post this picture (different from my Instagram). Took this at the store. Wanted to take a better one but felt weird so I left after...