I mainly hate my part time job (retail). I have been working there since I was in university, almost 10 years. That is a long "relationship", I'm getting sick and tired of it. First of all, I don't like dealing with the customers. Some of them are super nice and I'm nice back to them. However, most of them are rude with no manners. Sometimes I just want to ignore them but I have to put a fake smile on, I feel so fake! That's not the real me. I guess this is normal for everyone in retail though.
Second, I think my bosses are unfair to me and I'm losing interest in the job. I'm in business admin so I kinda know how they should run a business and how to treat their employees well. I'm not saying they aren't treating me well but I think they can do better. I have been working there for almost 10 years and I'm still getting minimum wage. I get a raise every year at my full time job (they know how to treat me well). If the government didn't increase the wage for the past years I think I won't ever get a raise. After the first government raise, they stopped their commission too (which was close to nothing anyways but at least it was something). I don't get any vacation pay which I'm not sure if that is against the law but whatever for now (should I chase them for it?). They also pay other employees in cash but I get paid in cheque (with deductions). I did ask to get paid in cash as well but they said I can't. Like how UNFAIR is that? I'm so loyal and worked the longest outta everyone that's there now and you treat me like this? Very disappointed. =(
Even the new coworker gets paid in cash, like WTF!? They are not doing anything to keep my interest. I don't know how much longer I can stand this job. "That person" did tell me to quit unless if I needed it. Honestly, I don't need this job. I hardly work anyways so it's not making a big difference in my pay. I just thought, I have nothing to do on the weekend anyways and haven't found someone to take care of me, why not just work and make more money. Maybe I can retire a day earlier with such little pay?
I'm thinking if I should end this long run when it's my 10th year. Or should I end it when I find someone that can take care of me forever? Or just wait until they knock the mall down? I have no clue... what should I do? Any suggestions?
Random moment, watching "Married but Available", I like all the interest fate in the drama, is there such a thing? I like the first song more.
A line from the drama, "If there is fate, you still have to hang onto it yourself. If you don't take action, this fate will leave soon or later. If I don't want to just pass by (bypass?) you then I need to hold onto you". Yes, people should take action but sometimes even if you take action, fate will leave too. That's just life...
譚嘉儀Kayee Tam - 印記
"請不要忘記
每碰到厭倦困局 亦不要害怕
來面對時 緊緊捉緊他
求緣份來到 便執手可到老
亦深知不會再有更好
茫茫人裡 如何能跟他一對
這是上天注定"
這是上天注定"
AHH! Fred!
"這世上 尋覓到理想對象"