Bee Blu XVIII

I typed something but decided to delete it, don't want it to be read. I need to learn and accept because if I don't I'll just be unhappy. I don't like the unhappy me. I'm known for always smiling, keep that beautiful smile on Cinnabun. That smile and your "lost" look will attract a lot of guys. It's somewhat working so far. I know it's hard but try. Try for next time.

I like how boss asked if that new lady meet my expectations hehe. I feel special. So far so good. We will see. Time will tell what a person is like. Heads up, just don't mess with me.

I went out with a friend and she said I have heavy make up on... Me? How is that even possible? I have hardly any make up on... Must be that bright lipstick. I guess we hardly see each other and I did change a bit ever since the last time we met. Oh well.

So funny, she told her boyfriend to add her on IG and her boyfriend said "no, IG is for guys to check out sexy girls". Yea......................... I realized... I like her boyfriend's honesty lol!

Doctor didn't call me so I guess I'm all good for the ultrasound. Yay, I guess I had too much sh*t in life that's all? Be happy, no worries.

Saw a tiny mouse at work. At first I'm like what is that moving and it was a mouse. No, I didn't scream and my heart wasn't beating fast. I wasn't scared of it because it was tiny and looked cute. I was scared of the one in Hong Kong, at grandma's. That was huge and ugly, sorry. This is work so I'm not as scared, I don't sleep here lol. And I'm not like normal girls, I don't scream, I do deep down and when needed lol.

I don't know why but birds always hit against our company window. I feel their pain. OW! ><

I went for another eye exam for glaucoma. No history but doctor said I should just get one. It's part of MSP so might as well. I paid for that stupid thing every month! Doctor said my eye pressure isn't high but it's not a bad idea so I did. It was interesting, quite tiring. Had to stare at a dot and something around will blink. You will have to press this thing every time you see something moving. Some were dark or clear and very visible but some were not too noticeable. Interesting experience. It's as tiring as looking at the letters when I get eyes checked. You just have to blink all the time to see clearly.

I went to Starbucks for their happy hour so I can use up my gift card in a "c lai" way. =D I like how that girl was super fast at making the drinks. She was on fire, just like how I am at work haha. I don't like frapps anymore, they aren't sweet like before. If it's not the gift card and happy hour, I don't think I would get Starbucks.

A coworker is going on vacation and I said "have fun". He turned and pointed at me and replied "you, have fun". I laughed because he knows a** will be telling me to do stuff, a** will be helping that coworker with his work while he is on vacay. Yup, watch my mood turn into sh*t for the next 2 weeks.

There is this lady that works with our company but I feel like she doesn't like me. You know my gut is ok correct. I feel like she doesn't say thank you to me or she just doesn't greet me. Oh well, not everyone has to like me. They don't like me, I won't like them. Simple as that.

Ten most common lures used by child abductors
Saving this so I can tell my kids in the future, if I have any.

Out of the blu, I like some lyrics, the "it's time to say F you" caught my attention lol. The MV...?
Alan Walker - All Falls Down
"What's the trick? I wish I knew
I'm so done with thinking through all the things I could've been

And I know you want me, too
All it takes is that one look at you and I run right back to you
You cross that line and it's time to say F you

What's the point in saying that when you know how I'll react?
You think you can just take it back, but shit just don't work like that

'Cause when it all falls down, then whatever
When it don't work out for the better
If it just ain't right, and it's time to say goodbye
When it all falls down, when it all falls down
I'll be fine

Why we fight? I don't know
We say what hurts the most
It's way too hard to cope, but I still can't let you go"