Bee Blu XXVIII

If someone could read this I just want to say... When the memories pop up, my heart still hurts and tears still fall down my face. Not sure how long this feeling will last but I know it will stop someday. I don't know why my heart still wish time could go back or things can be like before again but at the same time, not really. I don't know but I feel like you already have someone special, maybe that's why we don't talk anymore but that's ok. If she is good, I hope you will be happy with her. Maybe thinking this way will be better because I don't go for taken dudes. 

You were once a happy chapter in my story. I did hope our story could go on but maybe this is how "天" want our story to end? If it's meant to be, we will meet again, like that time. I guess you didn't like me as much as I hope you did? I do believe that if someone really likes me, he will keep fighting no matter what. Thank you for the lovely yet sad chapter. =)

Instructor asked me to show my kicks to everyone in class. That was super embarrassing, I guess he doesn't know I'm shy... I'm honestly not good at it. Please don't ask me to demo again, too much pressure. I was honestly shocked when he said "everyone look at Cindy's kicks". I was like huh??????

I'm tired but I have to suck it up just for the future. Hang in there Cinnabun! You can do it! You sucked it up for so many years anyways! They are always unfair to you but karma will find them soon! You are strong Cin!

For some reason I want to be a b**** from now on. I'm tired of being that good little girl. I feel like I don't smile as much as I used to. I feel like I'm not as happy as I used to. Not sure what I want but I feel like being a b**** will be a way to protect myself. Good bye good Cincin.

When people don't believe you can do something, prove to them that you can!

The real reason why Kate Middleton and Prince William broke up in 2007
I heard that if you break up with someone and are back together, it means meant to be and don't ever let go. I believe it's half half. Some are really meant to be together but some are just not meant to be for the second time. I, myself don't know if it's a good idea to be back with someone who would break my heart in the first place. I do think no-one is perfect and they should be given another chance, depending on what they did. Oh well, not like it will ever happen to me so no need to think.

After 20 Years Of Marriage, I Discovered My Husband Was A Sugar Daddy 
Hm...the more I read about these stories and men, the more I feel like you just can't trust men... Sad... No matter how true and how much you like them...they may not be the same to you. Are there good men?

Never had someone that actually comes back. If it does, I do hope it's a happy ending.

Out of the blu, heard it at work and not bad. "Only you".
Cheat Codes, Little Mix - Only You
"Once upon a time we had it all
Somewhere down the line we went and lost it
One brick at a time we watched it fall
I’m broken here tonight and darling, no one else can fix me
Only you, only you
And no one else can fix me, only you
Only you, only you
And no one else can fix me, only you, oh
Only you
Did I let go of your hand for a castle made of sand
Ooh, that fell into the blue
I went following the sun to be alone with everyone
Ooh, looking 'round a crowded room

And I'll follow right down the river
Where the ocean meets the sky
To you, to you"