I'm not happy. I dropped this jade charm keychain that I had since elementary. I don't even know where I dropped it. It's one of my favourite. I never thought I'll lose it. If I can find it. I will keep it at home forever. I didn't bother looking for it because I don't even remember where I dropped it. Maybe someone picked it up and kept it.
This year isn't a good year. This "love" charm from Japan broke off after like 4-6 years. I almost lost another little Japanese girl keychain but good thing it's in my bag. I decided to keep it at home from now on because I don't want to lose it. Each time it falls off my heart hurts. I hate losing things. I must be cursed and I hope whoever that cursed me will be cursed 10000000x more than me. Thank you karma! I hope whoever kept my jade will take care of it or they are cursed!
I watched this variety show and the guys were saying how a lot of girls just take a picture at the bottom of the mountain as if they went hiking to show off on social media. Hm...how about those ones that are really pretty, on top of the mountain, is there any way to go up without hiking?
Went out with a friend and told her about my recent networking. She said yea, I don't like him too from what you said. Yea, I want a man that is decisive. A man that puts me first. She said when I ended it I should have told him what made me turned off. Nah, I'm not his mom. Not gonna teach him. If he ever finds my blog then he will know.
She also said I did the right thing because at this early stage, he needs to showcase himself and be his best. If he is like this now, he will be like this later on too and even worse. That's totally what I was thinking about. Yes, to some people they may think it's high expectation but I don't think so. Maybe you people just have low expectation and don't mind settling for less and regret for your whole life. I want to find someone that will treat me well, not someone that will mistreat me for life. I don't need that crap in my life. Yes, he may be inexperienced but I think all the stuff he did wrong are very common knowledge. Amazing how I wasn't even sad this time. Makes me want to work even harder on myself because guys are not reliable at all anymore.
Talked to another friend about wanting to find someone like the guys in Daddy's generation but I know they are all extinct. Guys are not guys anymore. Quite sad. I guess I understand why there are so much powerful strong independent women out there nowadays. It's not because they can't find someone or no-one likes them but they choose not to find or like someone. That's because the guys are not worth it nowadays.
A friend was regretting making certain choices in the past. Let go. I know how she feels, I'm sure everyone has that moment too. But don't think of the what ifs about your past. Let the past be the past. I know everything is easy to say and hard to do but you just have to look forward in order to be happy. If you keep thinking about the past, you will never ever move on. Just think of all the stuff you have now. Maybe a lot of people don't have what you have and you should be happy.
Why US parents are placing door stops inside their children's school bags
At first I was like huh? When I read it, I went aww. =( What has this world become?
鄭俊弘 Fred - 星光
"誰跟我講 不會走 不管有浪
誰一瞬間 鬆了手 留下一方
我錯什麼 狠狠的棄於 漆黑的角落
沒有你陪航 看天茫茫 沒感覺地流浪
曾講過地球沒星光 都跟我白頭和天荒
然而現在誰伴你過 他不是我
溫馨片段太過清楚 跟你一切誰又敢忘
誰知到這天 竟隔了銀河
回憶裡是甜蜜的歌 今天再聽仍能聽麼
誰曾話沒人代替我 他不是我
分手以後我已不可 給那一個填密我空房
天青雨過 捨不低你是我
如他更好 祝你可 跟他快樂
如他更好 舊情話 無謂多講
天青雨過 找不到你跟我"
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