Testing My Own Memory

I feel like my memory isn't as good as before. Like at work I keep forgetting what I wanted to do next and sometimes forget to do something manager asked me to do. Or do I just have too much stuff on my mind?

If you know me, I have a pretty darn good memory. Sometimes it can be kinda scary. When I feel like I can't remember something I like to test my memory. But...sometimes I wish I can choose what to remember. Just keep whatever I want to keep and throw out whatever I don't want.

So one day I was testing to see how good my memory was. I asked a friend about people at her wedding 1.5 years ago. Some reason I remembered 2 guys had the same name and I asked if there were and she said "yes, you still remember?". Well, I was part of the reception group so I was checking names and I remember one of the guy said his name and my friend asked if it's the one with this particular last name then the other dude said "no, that's me". So I remembered. Yup, I remember the most random stuff ever.

Someone actually saw me but I don't remember seeing him at all. After he told me I was trying to recall. I thought I remember someone passed by me and was looking at me but I didn't care. I wanted to ask but he didn't reply to my previous messages so I didn't bother asking more. =( I wanted to ask if he was wearing a certain coloured clothing that day because I remembered someone was looking at me when I passed by that area where he said he saw me. Oh well, I guess some stuff are better not knowing. Hate it when he doesn't reply! MEANY! Yes, keep hurting me until that heart dies completely. Then we can really be friends.

Bestie asked about this taco place that we were gonna try and I forgot but I guessed and I got it right.

Need to test my memory non stop. Can't have a bad memory!

I actually typed the first half awhile ago.

Out of the blu, I heard this song in the car and thought the lyrics are ok. I didn't think of it as what they had in the MV though.
鄧健泓 Patrick Tang 那年。某日
"某段 舊記憶繼續浮現
回味那個春天
曾踏過了多少 春風秋雨回憶不了
珍惜太少 感覺徒然
掛念
年月每天 耗損 跟你無法倖免
不會逆轉 卻要眷戀
某日我會記起 一切嚮往仍然是你
再度回味 當中一切未老死
那日會再一起 跟你可再從頭細味
幸福歲月裏 總會遇見你
一切無法預算
刹那太短
曾經一起 飛千里
無可媲美 某日我會記起
一切嚮往仍然是你
與我常在 當初一切未老死
幸福歲月裏 不怕老死"