Memories Are Hard to Erase

What a coincident, when I was driving to the theatre, my brother was driving infront of me (I thought that license plate looked familiar). We parked near each other too so I ran to them to say hi. =) We weren't watching the same movie though haha! 

Haven't seen a movie for years. Went to watch "A Dog's Purpose". It was such a good movie. It made me tear like 3 times. I thought I was crazy but this girl behind me was like actually crying... I thought the ending was very good. Fate will bring 2 people back together. I also liked the last few lines from the doggie. =) "What is the purpose of life". "Life is a mystery".

Anyways, been watching this Korean drama called "The Legend of the Blue Sea". It's a funny yet sad drama. The lines and the OST (original soundtrack) in this drama reminds me of a lot of stuff. Not sure if that's good or bad? Not gonna talk about the drama, you can look that up yourself. =) How I wish such mermaid do exist because "mermaids only erase memories that they want to erase". I wish the mermaid can help me erase part of my memories just by shaking my hand... If you know me, I do have a pretty good memory. Friends always ask me how do I remember all these stuff from years ago? I don't know, just do?

I don't know if I'm stupid or what. From time to time that person pops up in my mind. Why am I still thinking of that person? After what that person have done to me I'm still giving myself excuse that that person was true and a good person... Honestly, I actually don't know that person well enough to say anything. I'm just saying how I feel and what I think. Don't get mad at me please.

I just don't understand why that person didn't give us a chance. A chance to know each other more in person. A chance to see if it really won't work out after that day... I didn't know it could die that fast... I didn't say anything to hang on that day because I know once it starts dying it's hard to get it back... I guess this game is too hard for me to play? =(

That day, I did message that person by accident! Then I asked that person something, I honestly wanted to ask something unrelated to us but that person didn't reply (never expected that person to) and did all that to me... =( (I know it sounds confusing but only that person and I will know) Is it a bit too much? Why do you have to be so cruel?

Oh well, "命裡有時終須有, 命裡無時莫強求。" If it's meant to be, it will. If it's not meant to be... don't force it.

I guess I'll need time to heal...just like my booboo from yesterday. =( I don't think I can ever get rid of those memories until I'm an old lady...