Yes, another date with that same guy from "Networking Experience IV". Honestly, I thought I was gonna spend my birthday with my family only because no-one was free. Then I told him it's my birthday and he asked if I want to do lunch.
I've never spent my birthday with a guy before and the night before I actually felt emotional and had happy tears. I thought he is super nice, he is treating me (me!) to dine out and he was willing to drive me and we aren't even together. He is even willing to come all the way down to my area (most guys rather meet in the middle somewhere and get there yourself). It seems like he is interested because if he isn't he wouldn't spend so much time and money on someone. However, I won't know the answer and I don't want my hopes too high because I'll be in pain when I fall from above. I do hope something good will happen but what can I do if it doesn't, right?
He is such a gentlemen. I don't think I've ever met one in my life before. When I was waiting at the skytrain station he actually came with an umbrella and walked me to his car. He opened the car door for me every single time. Who does that? But I guess this is just in the beginning. He will stop eventually although it would be nice if he continues forever. I'm not too used to it but my bestie said "So? Let him spoil you, you deserve it".
After lunch he took me to mini golf. I've never played before. It was fun but I think I was getting tired near the end. During the game I was actually thinking he's not bad (as a person not how he played in the game lol, well, that too). I got the problem that I had out of consideration because of his other good stuff. There was a prize at the end for the person that got more points and he gave it to me instead. Although it was chocolate, I was still happy. I'm very simple.
Let's just hope he won't disappoint me like those other guys. I made it clear that I wasn't seeing anyone else although I felt a little disappointed when he said he was... I guess I'm just stupid for not talking to other guys... Friends said I should keep my options open but I honestly can't focus on so many guys at once. If you know me you should know how loyal I am by now.
I'm also afraid of what will happen when I'm on vacation for 3 weeks... Will the feeling disappear like what happened with that person last year? Can't believe I'm doing this again... I did think about it before I started this whole networking thing but I thought hey, it's a good test to see if some guy is really worth my time or not. If he does like me and wants a future together he will wait until the end of the world, right? We'll see, please don't disappoint me!
Typed in January.
Out of the blue, heard from drama, not bad.
Will You Remember Me - Adrienne Aiken et al.
"When I held you close I knew that you were mine
When I heard your voice my heart beat in time
I know our love is strong I know you had to go
But will you still be mine
I will remember you
I never want to be without you by my side
We are strong (I never want to be alone)
You shut your eyes and see me through a veil of truth
Will you remember me"
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