Monday, February 19, 2018

Bee Blu IV

So I have been hearing stories from friends about relationships. I think I'm just gonna stay single and just go on dates forever. I've always wanted kids but then as I got older my thinking is a bit different and I don't care if I have any or not. The world seems very different nowadays and I'm not sure. I don't know if there are any good guys left in this world anymore. At least I haven't found him yet. If and only if I find someone that is worth it then I'll think about all of the above. Yea, like I will, I'm never lucky...

From all these networking experiences I actually learned a lot about different industries and the dudes themselves. It's quite interesting. I also realized the texting difference from guys that I meet IRL and online. People I met IRL would always message me and I don't really have to do much. The guys I meet online... most of them take forever to reply or they don't really initiate. Is it because they have too many options and they are talking to like a million girls out there?

Maybe that's one reason why I didn't want to try this online thing for so long. I can't tell how true they are. At least guys IRL I've actually been with them for awhile and know if they are good or not. I really can't tell with these online people.

I was watching this sit com and the girl in the show said "I don't want to be like my mom, spent all her money on her boyfriend. I just want to save a bunch of money so I can take care of myself. Guys are not trustworthy". That's totally what I'm thinking about. Yes, I'm saving up for my 9 year retirement so I can take care of myself. I don't see myself getting married anymore so it's time to make changes. And yes, guys, most are not trustworthy. Quite disappointed in them.

We have some new neighbours moved in and one night they turned the music up so loud and it already passed 11:30pm. We never had such a problem before until now. All our neighbours are pretty good. Like respect other people! I hate how it's like rap type of songs and I can feel the beat. I hate it!

Hey, Chantal: I’m Sick Of Dating. Should I Settle For A 6 Outta 10 Relationship?
Hm...maybe that's why I've decided to just keep dating around until I find "the one". I know what I want but sometimes I just want to stick to someone just because of the feeling (spoiled/treated like a princess). It won't be good in the long run if I don't actually "feel" it.

No out of the blue, no time to search on vacation.

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