Let It Be History

I was bored so I started reading "Thought Catalog" and I read this post.

I like the last part,

"And you should never let your past miseries become the reason for you to stop believing in love—you may rest, but you should never stop. No matter how many times your heart breaks, still, you should love. Don’t let sorrows taint your belief in love and your chance of having your happily ever after.

Yes, we don’t always end up being with the one that we love, but maybe that’s just the universe telling us that there is someone out there who are truly meant for us—that maybe, our past heartbreaks were just preparations to shape us for the impending love that is finally meant to last."

Maybe I should stop thinking of past miseries too and start to believe there are people out there who are true and will never hurt me. I haven't found someone like that yet. I thought I did but it's another disappointment. Maybe it's time to stop and wait for magic to fall from the sky again. Yes, all these heartbreaks are preparations but I have enough. My heart is so broken up that there is no way to be sewed up again.

I'm sure that poor little thing will heal soon because the first deep heartbreak is gone, this second deep one will too. I know. I know someone will heal it. Someone will stop me from washing my face with tears from time to time. Someone will do everything that I want a real man to do. Someone that will give me a real life fairytale story. Yes, I'm naïve, so what?

I was unhappy a couple of days ago and wanted to type it up but when I wanted to...I don't know what I really want to type. It was about that heartless person but I can't get my thoughts out there. maybe it means there is no need to express anymore? 

Sigh, let it go Cin. No point of holding onto something that is not meant for you. It will just be hard on yourself. It will stop you from moving on completely. Just remember every hurtful words that he said. Just think of how he is still playing games with you, even after things ended. He was taken out of your life story for a reason, to give you someone even better. Just remember to smile and never ever drop anymore tears for this heartless person again. Just remember soon you will attract that someone special. Be you! You are who you are!

Typed half of it in May?