Oh, Cincin and uniforms... =) Went to London Drugs pharmacy and I couldn't find what I was looking for so I decided to go to the counter. Saw someone do that before me and I saw another pharmacist there. I was waiting in line and I saw him look at me but I still don't see anyone coming then he came. I asked him about the thing I was looking for and I guess he is a new pharmacist, he wasn't sure what it is and asked me what it is for. Then he was checking inventory for me and he asked this older pharmacist and he said that is an old medication and the old pharmacist started to help me but that guy came out too. I said thanks afterwards and I looked at him but he didn't look. I was mainly saying thanks to him although he didn't help much. I have no clue why I was so happy afterwards, even when I got home. It's not like we had anything, I must be bored. I actually haven't felt that way before for a stranger. Why didn't I check his name tag? Why didn't I check if he has a ring on lol! I'm sure he is taken since he looks ok ish. Oh well, if we have fate, we will see again inside London Drugs and outside London Drugs haha! Whatever.
I was taking the skytrain and there were 2 old couples that weren't sitting together. When there were 2 empty seats, the man asked the woman if she wants to sit together. The woman moved to the spot and she said to the man come over my little cupcake. Awww, so cute. It actually made me put a smile on my face.
I was driving to work, the roads were empty, why can't we have Monday off too... =( Manager is back from her vacation yay! But that means we have demos again... "Clean up, clean up, everybody clean up"
I'm feeling fine after "What Happened" post and went out with friends after that day. I think because I didn't go out for few weeks and had stuff all bottled up inside so I felt sad and lonely. I have been looking around volunteering and some classes. There is a particular place I'm planning to volunteer at but not 100% sure yet. A friend goes there so might go with him next time and see how it is. Classes, for sure taking aerial yoga, at least one. I've always wanted to try but never did, finally found someone to try with me. =) I was also looking at fashion design but I don't want a full degree, I just want one class kind of thing. Where can I find that? I really want to make my own brand, "Oh So Cindy" for myself to wear. =)
While people are having a great life, I'm here suffering... I have tons of problems going on in my life that I don't want to sure details on. I'm actually very tired of it! No-one will understand how I feel, except my family. It's a problem that keeps happening non stop. One moment it's all good and then it turns all bad again. I don't know what to say or do to fix the problem anymore. I try so hard to stay positive but it's so hard! My family and I will probably go insane soon too. =( Why are there so much problems in my life!? Can "天" just let me be happy for the rest of my life for once? I'm not asking for a lot am I? If I am, TOO BAD! I deserve to be happy! "天" go torture people that are evil and mean and stop torturing me!
The second Halloween episode of "Pretty Little Liars" is so creepy but I guess that's why the series is good. >< Some lines. "Everyone has a life that no one knows about." "Just because someone hurt us once, doesn’t mean we have to permanently delete them from our phone book. Things change, people grow."
"People
show up in your dream because you want something from them" - Really? What did I want from that person then?
"Pretending
not to love you is the hardest thing I’ve ever done." "Let
things play out the way they are meant to be."
15 signs you are a highly sensitive person
Yup, I'm highly sensitive.
This Bride Asked Her Bridesmaids To Pay For Her $10,500 Dress
That's why I always say...if you don't have enough money, don't get married or don't make it so grand (including buying a damn expensive dress that you are gonna wear once, unless if you want to wear it more than once...). This just reminds me of Low B stating how much her close friend should give her. What would you do? "To bail on the wedding, or even the friendship?"
Random moment, found this song when I was looking around YouTube, I like it.
鄭欣宜-無表面傷痕 "願那天純屬漫長惡夢 清醒後你我便不痛偏偏你友善面容 隨刀鋒跌進這裂縫 話我知全部是場惡夢 那些偏激跟衝動 我早捐出所有愛 怎麼你喊著說不用 跪到被旁人罵蠢 現在回望還是不懂 遺下多虛假的笑容 誰令我一生的快感 出於痛
日子久了我便痊癒 不過總會傳來陣痛 明明沒有事 我已經 活得比誰也好 痛著拾回我 回望溫馨的過去 重門卻上鎖
願那天純屬漫長惡夢 清醒後會繼續相信
我都犧牲所有了 怎麼你留著卻不用
誰人能令到我這一生的快感 出於痛"
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