Oh wow, my boss actually said "you are a sweet heart" to me. I've never heard that from him before. He said that because he asked me to do specific reports first and I finished them super fast and put them on his desk. It was quite stressful, he gave me such a short time frame for each. Was he testing me?
I think I'm kind of back to my old self now? The little happy clam that I used to be. Yes, I still talk about "that person" but in a more hating way now (to friends not really on here). For me, to completely forget someone I need to go the "hate way". I just need to find bad stuff about them and make myself dislike them for what they did. Do I actually hate or just saying so I'll forget?
I feel like I do more research nowadays compared to when I was in school. But I'm doing research on things I like and want to know more about. Yea, been very busy researching for my next trip, haven't been typing much posts but my drafts should last for a while.
This Is Why You Shouldn't Rely On Physical Attraction When Dating
I thought about how important physical attraction is too. (My stories from before) I actually thought about it but I don't think I can do it, sorry. >< I can lie to myself but I can't lie to my heart. Online says people will like someone they are not physically attracted to as time goes by. Yes, how long does that take? And that person would need to have something else that makes me admire him (Some talents? Kindness? Personality?). I also thought that in the long run, I may not be happy and it's gonna have a bad ending no matter what.
When I go out I look at other couples, they look like they match each other, and the guy is usually taller too. Whatever, I'm not even trying to find someone now, just going out meeting new people and see who would fall from the sky like magic. I'm giving up because the ones I'm interested are either taken, not looking at the moment or broke up not long ago. I guess all the right guys are gone already... It's just so sad... Not meant to be then it's not meant to be...
Out of the blue, I was watching "Ages Apart", I like the part where Ali was walking behind Moses and she was playing with her shadow and using it to "hold" Moses' hand. And I like this song that was playing in the background, the lyrics caught my attention. I also like how he got her the bag she likes but couldn't get, so sweet. =)
吳若希 Jinny - 別再記起
"誰會徹底真了解我 除非他會跟我
完全換轉身份去過 尋常歡笑或折磨
誰會全力疼惜欣賞我
如果得知面具裡邊的我太自我
不安更會犯錯 失去可比得到多
人面全非 今天需要真正交給自己有個限期
遺憾要得處理 往昔拋棄 痛傷可以漸遠離
別再記起 如何屈膝低谷 世界無視我卑微
別再記起 從前不知天高愛到忘掉了抽離
誰人終點始終挽手一起
誰會明白當我傷過 仍可淺笑的我
還曾力竭聲嘶喊破 如何敢再墮愛河
其中許多得失 現在回望似時間遊戲
徘徊兜圈可跟哪位一起 能夠幸運永不捨棄
誰人終點始終挽手一起
埋怨固執不滿足過 除非試過將感覺 身份也對調過
或會能明白自己 很不錯" (ARG! Blogger always mess up my colours!)
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