Super down

Yes, typing again when I need to study for final. Got a phone call tonight and it was about selling our house. I think it's sold? WHY? I don't want to sell the house. I have been living here for like 15 years or something. I love this house. I remember how much effort my parents put into this house to make it all nice and pretty. I remember all the happy and sad times in this house. Why do they have to buy the houses on this street and turning it into townhouses? Why can't you do that somewhere else? I hate those people so much! I like living on this street. I like how the schools and parks are near this house. I like that cherry blossom right outside my window. I like how we can plant plants in the front and back yard. I know we don't have to sell it if we don't want to but then we don't have money. If we have money we wouldn't even care about them. As I have said before, money always seems to be a problem for our family (we are not rich). That's why I try to work harder and earn more money. That's why I have to do good in school and get a good job so my family can live better. Why are you making it so hard for me? Did I do something wrong? All the stuff I want never happens and all the stuff I don't want always happens? Why are you playing me like that? Why is life so unfair? I wish we can win the lottery so then we don't have to sell this house, but that would never happen. We are never lucky...