Thursday, February 3, 2011

How people can change so fast ...

Happy Chinese New Year to all!

Had a midterm on Chinese New Year. Not good at all. I studied till 3:30 ish am and woke up at 9am to study more. It was horrible. I was so sleepy! I don't know how people can stay up all night to study and go do the exam. That's crazy, I would be so tired that I can't think of anything><. Well, I think I did ok on the midterm. I knew most of the stuff but that employment income question was so long and hard. I don't get it and it took up most of my time. I didn't have time to finish the last two questions. I randomly wrote something and like whatever haha! After midterm, I realize I left my umbrella in class so had to run in to get it. The prof seems nice, but the person who sat at my spot isn't THAT nice. He kicked my umbrella somewhere else!

Then went to talk to manager since she told me to take her shift on Friday but I really can't since I work at other side. Like I would love to help because I love to help people but I really can't! I'm not a super woman, I wish I was! When I told her I can't, she totally changed. She is so nice all the time and she went from being nice to mean.>< She gave me a black face and she threw the hooks and ignored me. I was like standing there...uh...Well, you know I work on the other side. It's not like you ask me to work, I can work. I want to help but I really can't. I guess because I took Wednesday off so she expects me to work on the Friday, kind of like an exchange thing...? It would be super awkward to ask someone to sub me and they see me working on the other side. I felt bad that I can't help but I feel even worse when she black faced me.>< I don't know what to do. I'm always like this...When I feel bad about something I want to do something to make it better. I guess you can say I'm really "soft hearted" kind of person? Maybe she was acting so mean so I'll have to say yes I can take her shift after? AHHHHHH! HELP? What should I do?

People sure do change fast...She was very nice to me on Friday which kind of scares me. I guess she knew she was acting kind of mean on Thursday? I just hope that won't happen again because I didn't like it, it was scary and I didn't know what to do.

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