When it was 12am I was happy and hoping for a good year but when it was around 2 ish am everything changed. Got a phone call from my cousin saying that grandpa might leave us. I got scared and started to cry. I was saying how I rather want my leg to hurt to death, I don't want grandpa to go. I don't want Mommy to be sad! Hearing Mommy cry made me cry even more. I tried to stop crying and just go to bed. I get so scared everytime the phone rings. Cousin called again around 6 ish am and my brother picked up. He didn't go tell Mommy anything so I was thinking grandpa is ok. When I woke up, I realize grandpa was already gone. I can't stop crying.
Had my first meal of the year and it was the sadest meal of the year! Crying and eating at the same time. I don't like this!
I understand that everyone will have to leave some day but I hate seeing my loved ones leaving me. I also understand that grandpa probably doesn't want to see us all crying because he has left to a better place. I'll get over this soon.
Bye bye grandpa! I'll miss you forever! <3
