March feelings

I don't really have anything in mind to type but I want to type something?

When I got home the first thing mommy said was "your daddy signed the contract to sell the house". I was like WHAT!? NO!!! It actually made me cried (obviously I didn't cry infront of my parents). Then I asked my brother if we really did he said no. I kind of knew it was a no because I did take a look at those papers and I don't see daddy's signature at all but just wanted to confirm. I really don't want to sell this house. I know I can't keep it forever but I want to keep it as long as possible.

Ganbatte!

I wanted to type something earlier but I had to study for my last midterm of this semester so I didn't. As all of you should know about the earthquake in Japan. So sad, why are there so much natural disasters around the world now? Does it have to do with climate change or this is just something that happens once after I don't know how many years? Well, I wish all these bad disasters would stop once and for all (don't think it would happen...that's life). It's sad seeing people leave, even worse if it's their loved ones. I can't do anything but I'll pray for them and hope they can "add oil" and be strong! I hope Vivi is ok over there and I hope she'll come back home soon.I had so much in mind few days ago but now I forgot everything...

I'm super tired from studying like 1-2 weeks straight. I was hoping for a break tonight but NO! I still have homework and a reading quiz due tomorrow! My eye has been twitching like everyday I think? It's so annoying! Always feel sleepy but I can't take nap because it's always so loud at home. Took like one week off work just to study, so I hope I'll do good on the midterms or I'll be so disappointed in myself.

Afraid of losing something

Once again I'm suppose to be studying for my midterm on Thursday but I want to type again haha! I don't know why but suddenly I was thinking of being afraid to lose something that I love or treasure a lot. For some reason I was thinking of losing my precious hamster when I was young. Every morning we would put him into his exercise ball and that naughty boy would always somehow leave the exercise ball and walk to somewhere else. Mommy would always say "He's gone!" I would always get scared and worried. Scared that I can't find him ever again. Scared that he'll never come back to me. Scared that he'll get hurt since he is so tiny and everything around him are so big. Scared that he doesn't know his way out. Luckily, we always manage to find him but I hate that feeling of losing him. He left me for many years but he'll always be in my heart forever!

Then I thought of Emily (little girl from this coffee shop). She always bring toys with her whenever she comes to the mall and she would always bring them to show me. She would always play around everywhere and leave her toys behind. One day, she came into my store and said she lost her stuffy pig and she started to cry. I was kind of surprised how she came to me about it. I would go help her look but I was working so I asked where she went and told her to go back to the places that she went to and look for it. The piggy was actually at her coffee store, I knew she would find it.